Chapter 10 – Whispers in Ironveil

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By the time I finished checking Korr over, my hands had stopped shaking. Mostly. He sat on the clinic cot wrapped in a blanket, bare feet dangling, cheeks still blotchy. The small infirmary smelled of alcohol wipes, herbs, and wet wolf—Ironveil’s version of comfort. “You’re dehydrated, over‑adrenalized, and your muscles are going to hate you for the next two days,” I said, snapping my pen closed. “But nothing’s torn, nothing’s broken, and you didn’t bite anyone’s face off. That’s a win.” He flushed, staring at his hands. “I… heard you. But it was like… from far away, you know? And then suddenly it wasn’t.” I hesitated. “Do you remember what triggered it?” Korr’s shoulders hunched. “Varik yelled. Not at me. At someone else. The sound— I was back there. Smell of smoke, my mom screaming—” His voice cracked. The heart monitor I’d clipped to his finger blipped a little faster. “Okay,” I said quickly. “That’s enough for tonight. We’ll take it slow. You’re safe. This is not there.” He nodded, hard, like he could force belief into his own skull. I gave him water, a mild sedative—nothing heavy—and instructions to Nyxen, who’d planted himself like a silent sentinel in the corner. “You sleep in the next bed,” I told him. “If he stirs, you’re the first thing he sees. Not a stranger in a white coat.” Nyxen’s brows rose. “You’re the stranger?” “Not to you,” I said. “To him. I don’t want his next flashback starring my face.” Korr managed a tiny huff of laughter, then yawned, the sedative tugging him under. By the time we stepped out into the corridor, his breathing had evened out. The hallway outside the clinic was narrow and dim, lit by wall lamps that threw soft, uneven pools of light. Wolves moved back and forth: carrying crates, murmuring in low voices, pretending not to stare at me. They were terrible at pretending. I caught snatches as we walked. “…dropped him with a word…” “…did you feel that pressure? My knees almost buckled…” “…maybe she’s a witch. Or worse. A Luna.” The last word carried caution. Not reverence. Not here. Not yet. “Do they always gossip this much?” I muttered to Nyxen. He snorted. “You just calmed a feral episode without claws or teeth. You might as well have set yourself on fire for how quiet they’re gonna be.” “Comforting.” He shrugged, a bit of a smirk creeping in. “For what it’s worth? I’ve never seen him”—he jerked his chin down the hall, toward where I knew Riven’s office was—“look at anyone the way he looked at you out there.” I stopped. “What way is that?” “Like he just found the missing half of a war plan.” Nyxen’s expression sobered. “Don’t let them turn you into another weapon.” Them. Not him. I filed that away. “Working on that,” I said. “Go back to Korr. If he wakes up alone, we’re back at square one.” Nyxen nodded and slipped back into the clinic, leaving me facing the direction I’d been avoiding since they dragged me off the field. Riven’s office. The door was open. He sat behind a scarred wooden desk, jacket tossed over the back of his chair, sleeves rolled up, bandages on his ribs visible where his shirt gaped. A map of the borderlands covered one wall, bristling with pins and scribbled notes. The window behind him framed the dark line of the forest and a slice of restless sky. “Come in, Wildcrest,” he said without looking up. “Before half the pack kills itself craning to hear from the hallway.” I stepped inside. “They’re not subtle.” “They’re wolves.” He motioned to the chair opposite. “Sit.” My muscles protested, but I sat. For a moment he just watched me. Not assessing injuries—not the way Talren did. Trying to fit what he’d seen on the field into whatever mental file he had for me. “I didn’t mean to affect everyone,” I said, breaking the silence. “I was aiming for one panicking kid, not a crowd control demonstration.” “I know,” he said. That surprised me. “You do?” “If you’d meant to drop a ring of trained warriors to their knees, you wouldn’t be apologizing for it,” he said dryly. “You’d be posturing.” I snorted, despite myself. “Not my style.” “Good.” He leaned back, winced faintly—his ribs reminding him they existed—then continued. “Talren thinks your…episode confirms his theory about you.” “Which theory?” I asked. “That I’m secretly the Moon Goddess in a very tired body?” Riven’s mouth almost twitched. “That your ‘half‑wolf’ reputation is a misdiagnosis. Your wolf isn’t missing, Lunara. She’s bound. Twisted into something the old stories barely cover.” Cold slid under my skin. “You knew?” “I suspected,” he said. “Now I’ve seen enough to stop pretending otherwise.” I gripped the arms of the chair. “So what now? You train me to be your personal sedative? March me in front of unstable wolves and tell me to breathe at them until they behave?” His gaze sharpened. “Is that what you think I want?” “Tidewatch would,” I said. “If they’d figured this out.” “I am not Tidewatch.” His voice went soft, dangerous. “And I’m not interested in turning you into a tool that burns out after a year.” He stood, slow, came around the desk to lean against it in front of me, close enough that I had to tilt my head back to keep eye contact. “In Ironveil,” he said, “we don’t erase the people who save us. We don’t chain them, either.” “Forgive me if I don’t take that on faith,” I said, pulse ticking faster. “Good,” he said again. “I don’t want your faith. I want your consent.” His gaze held mine. “Talren will work with you. Carefully. Slowly. You decide how far you push. No demonstrations on my orders. No party tricks.” I searched his face for the lie. Found none. “And if I say no?” I asked. He lifted a shoulder. “Then you’re still our medic. Our guest. You work your shifts, train who you want, leave when your contract ends. Ironveil will go on. So will you.” Simple. Brutal. Honest. It rattled me more than any polished speech. “Talren will be insufferable if you refuse,” he added. “But he’ll live.” A ghost of a smile tugged at my mouth. “He already is.” Riven’s answering huff was so soft I almost missed it. We sat in silence for a heartbeat, the weight of his offer—and its absence of pressure—settling between us. “Why?” I asked finally. “Why are you giving me this much…space?” His expression shifted, something old and tired flickering behind the gold. “Because,” he said quietly, “I know what it’s like to have everyone decide what you are before you do. And I swore, when I took this pack, that Ironveil would not become another cage. Not for rogues. Not for Lunas. Not for you.” The word Lunas sat between us like a live coal. I looked away first, out the window, where the dark line of trees met the bruised sky. Outside, wolves moved through the yard, shadows and light, lives weaving in and out of each other. Not a story I owned. Not yet. “…Okay,” I said, the word feeling like stepping off another invisible edge. “We’ll try. Slowly. On my terms.” His shoulders eased by a fraction, as if some tension I hadn’t known was there loosened. “On your terms,” he agreed. “You have my word.” We stayed like that for a moment—an Alpha and a half‑wolf who wasn’t, two strangers linked by a storm and a screaming boy and a power neither of us fully understood. Then he straightened. “Go sleep, Wildcrest. That trick you pulled will have a hangover.” “Can’t wait,” I muttered, pushing to my feet. At the doorway, I paused. “Riven?” He looked up. “You called me Luna out there,” I said. “In front of everyone.” His gaze didn’t flinch. “I did.” “Don’t,” I said softly. “Not yet.” A long beat. “As you wish,” he said. “Lunara.” I stepped back into the hallway, heart doing something complicated in my chest. Behind me, Ironveil’s Alpha was letting me choose my own name. It was a small thing. It felt enormous.
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