I tried being strong but deep in me I know it's really hard being strong knowing I have left a family who gives no damn s**t about me , like what am I supposed to do ? " To move on ? I mean that's impossible considering that I also do not know where Rose is ...I still refuse to say that She is dead because she left me here one little thing she loved the most ... " she could die and left Amelia behind with me.. I mean that's insane..I can't . " Dont blame yourself Henry! Whatever happned has alredy happened , this cute little baby needs you now maybe she will be a source of what you are finding in the near future ..." my subconscious tells me .I wish that this coukd be true .... I looked at the sleeping Amelia in my arms , I can't help but sigh and smile a little and touch her hair. S

