Lost my identity!

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"There's lots of work today. Why do these three girls change clothes this much? And if they do, why don't they wash them themselves?" Maya's forehead became more wrinkled, with even deeper lines appearing on her face. Due to her age, her hands weren't moving fast. She was tired and blabbering a lot. She was still cleaning the floor, and I was picking up each piece of clothing and putting them in the bucket I held. She helped me to gather a few. "It's alright, Aunt Maya. I can manage it alone. You don't have to come every time to help me.” I said to Maya, looking towards the door. I was afraid someone might hear her voice and we would be in big trouble. I knew she pitied me so much, but that’s my fate. The largest dining table in the living room still requires cleaning. I took out the clothes from the washer and hung them with the clips. I checked if the clothes were washed properly or not. Clara was picky about food, and Cherry was picky about clothes. I knew what the consequences could be if even a slight mistake was made. Again, that screaming drama and I will get a punishment for it. No food or Extra working hours for today. I still need to finish the painting I started last evening. I couldn't afford extra working hours. "Cut the veggies from the backyard, Clara wants to eat Prawns for today. I asked Jaslee to get fresh prawns from the market.." Maya told me, I nodded and placed the white shirt outside. Washing white clothes meant the hardest work, all the clothes were washed but Cherry's white ball gown was still left. It had become quite heavy after soaking. It was not coming out of the bucket; I exerted all my strength to lift it. "This is so heavy..." My teeth started to hurt; I tried to lift them, but my hands couldn't bear the weight. "Maya, help me... Please..." I started shouting for Maya's help, but before Maya could reach there, the ball gown fell into the bucket again. Water splashed all over me; I was completely soaked. My pink cotton frock had already soaked and gotten wet, and my eyes landed on the gown. It felt like my eyes popped out of their sockets. "Cherry's gown..." I gestured towards the gown, which was quite dirty. It was covered in mud and grime. "What could be worse than this?" I started cursing myself. "Daisy..." Maya pointed towards my face. Her eyes had widened, her face indicating that something even worse had happened to me. I started looking at my reflection in the water. The mud on my face began to drip down with the water. I felt very flustered. Underneath that mud, my real skin was visible, which was opposite to what I looked like right now. "What should I do now?" I looked towards Maya. Everyone was sitting in the living room, and my room was quite far away. "Can you bring the mud and charcoal powder paste from my room?" I asked Maya. I couldn't go downstairs in this condition. It was a paste made of mud and charcoal powder. Maya nodded and went out of the room. She was the oldest servant in the house and the closest to the previous Luna of the pack. I mean my mom. And there were two big secrets that only she and I knew. "I'll bring it right away," Maya said before leaving the room. And I waited for Maya. I stared at the stained gown and was engrossed in my thoughts again. THIS OVERTHINKING BRAIN I hate the most! They say whatever you ask for in life comes easily. But for me, it's different. I've never gotten what I asked for, and maybe I never will. Some say, "Do good, and good will always come to you," but it's not true. With bad things, more good happens. You might say I'm a negative person, but it's not true. In my seventeen years of life, this has been my experience. If it weren't for that, despite being an Alpha's daughter, I wouldn't have lived the life of a maid. While all the alpha princesses were living their lives luxuriously, and all the alpha princes from around the world were trying to impress them, I was sitting in this washroom, washing my three sisters' clothes. Maybe my fate is like these dirty clothes, never going to shine. My name is Daisy. I am the daughter of Alpha Newton and Luna Azara from Pack Euphoria. My dad is the Alpha of Pack Euphoria, the most powerful pack in North America. It's not just a pack; it's a kingdom surrounded by different packs on three sides and the mountains at the back. The snowy mountain at the back of the pack house enhances the beauty of it. It’s an exquisite pack that everyone wants to be part of. My mom was a princess of the Giant Moon pack, which was a rival pack of Euphoria. There were always disputes between them, sometimes over water, sometimes over troops. When there was a big war between them, Alpha Newton won the war. He went to the giant moon for a peace meeting. There he met my mom, Princess Azara. They say my mom was an extremely beautiful woman. No one could match her beauty, she was a worrier too. Alpha Newton instantly fell in love with her and asked to marry Princess Azara in a peace treaty. They married and I took birth within a year. My mom was a powerful Luna who was protective of this pack. My dad was raising me well, we were a happy family and everything went well until my father brought his real mate into the pack. My stepmom and the second Luna of the pack, Betty. Betty turned out to be my father's mate. My father insisted she stay in the pack. Soon she gave birth to three girls. After she came into our lives, my father stopped looking at me. He stopped caring about me and Mom. Everything changed, my mom was no longer respected as she was before. I used to stay outside their room and watch Dad loving those three girls. I think he doesn't even remember that he had his daughter. When I was four, my mom was accused of poisoning my dad, and she was sent to prison for a lifetime. I was left alone. I hadn't seen my mom since then, but one thing I remembered and that's what my mom did. While leaving for prison, my dad asked her last wish. She said she wanted to meet me. My dad gave her permission. My mom came to me with some paste, and Maya was there with me. My mom applied that mud paste everywhere on my face and my body. The mud formed a textured skin which appeared like any skin disease. Even crocodiles have better skin than mine. I was too small to understand what she wanted to do. She hid my real skin, which was silvery white. My body used to shine like a pearl. I had never seen such amazing skin by anyone in my life. I took birth on a full Moon day, so the moon goddess had blessed me with such beauty. Even my wolf, Della, has the same shiny silvery coat. But my mom covered it with mud and charcoal. “Luna Azara, why are you doing this?” Maya asked Mom. She was holding my hand. Mom was scared that someone would come. "Please, Maya, it will protect her. The world is so cruel. I don't know what will happen to my daughter once I go to prison." She sounded so worried. Her eyes were filled with tears. "But Madam…" Even Maya couldn't hold her tears. "Mom.. Where are you going, mom?" I asked her, and she smiled with a teary face. "Be with Aunt Maya and listen to her always. She is a mother figure to you, Never dare to disobey her", Mom advised me. Perhaps Maya was the only person my mom could rely upon. And it was true. She was the only person who was good to me and took care of me when I was sick. My mom left after giving me a piece of advice. That day I didn't know she was never going to come back. From that day I was covered in muddy charcoal paste. Betty had already changed all the staff closer to my mom, except for Maya. Because Maya pretended to be mute. She never talked, so Betty didn't fire her. And this way, Maya's aunt and I both owe one secret to each other. Luna Betty asked Maya to take me to her. For the first few months, Betty treated me so well, just like her own three daughters. But slowly her attitude changed towards me. She stopped me from attending any kind of training, she stopped me from meeting my dad. She stopped my tuition. When I was six, she asked me to clean the rooms of my sisters. She asked me to wash my sister's clothes because I am their elder sister, and it was my duty to take care of my younger sister, even though the gap between me and my sisters was just two years. She even asked me to wash their period panties when they hit puberty. I did everything because she was Luna, but I lost my identity as Alpha's daughter. From cleaning their toilets to taking care of their food choices, everything became my job. This pack has hundreds of omegas, but Luna Betty still asked me to do her daughter’s laundry. Now I accept it as my fate. I wonder if anyone in the pack remembers me as Alpha's daughter. I became a personal servant to Betty and her daughters. "Her mom was a traitor. I am scared that she will turn out to be like her mother. I am trying best to be her mom, but I am worried about Alpha Newton!" Betty used to justify her behaviour towards me. I couldn't say a word. Of course, she is respected as Luna of the pack now, and I don't want to be kicked out and spend the rest of my life as a rogue. The only thing I could do right now was to wait until I found my mate. I don’t even know if my mate accepts me because even Omega in the pack can fight, but I was nothing other than just a servant.
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