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Everleigh…. Sigh.
Everleigh why did you run away? Why did you leave me? You are mine. You shouldn’t have ran away. I miss you. All of these things constantly run through my head all day, every day. When no one is looking I always sneak to your old sleep quarters. Even though you have been gone a week already your scent is still strong here. You didn’t have much but what you did have and left behind is now my treasures until you return my love.
I will get you back. I know where you are. I just need to find a way to get to you. Of course, you had to find your way onto the most ruthless Alpha’s land. I just hope he doesn’t hurt what’s mine. You will be punished for running away from me when I get you back. I know your life here wasn’t fair tails and rainbows but that is how it has to be. It wouldn’t stop when I have you but I will make it bearable for you when we are together. Nothing can stop it since the Alpha family deemed it so. I know a lot of people only did it out of fear of what would happen if they didn’t. I am one of those people.
Everleigh, you have no idea how much I want you by my side, always. It’s always been that way since we were kids. I just could never show it. It hurt so bad knowing I couldn’t stop anything and that I was a reason for a miserable life. I hope one day when I get you back you will forgive me for everything and we can live happily together.
Everleigh
I don’t know why but I get this funny feeling sometimes. I’ve had it off and on since I got my wolf. I’ve asked her about it but she said when the time is right that I will understand. It’s like a pressure in my chest that slowly moves down to my fingertips. Sometimes it makes my hands and fingers go numb. It’s the weirdest thing. I’ve never told anyone about it. Probably never will either.
It's gotten better over the last two week though since I’ve been with Zayden. I have actually gotten stronger and have gained a little bit of weight. One of his stipulations is that I train every day. He said he wants me to be healthy and strong. To be able to defend myself if the need ever arrives. He won’t allow me to train with the others for now so he is doing the training. A few times Evan, his Beta, has had to do the training. I didn’t mind though. He is a great trainer. He took his time to make sure I understood. If I wasn’t getting it, he patiently went slower. Evan is like the brother I wish I had growing up.
After what felt hours sitting in the tub soaking after a training session, I hear the bedroom door open and close. I hear footsteps coming towards the bathroom. I know it’s Zayden. I don’t know how but I can tell who is coming towards me just by the way they walk. Luckily, I have tons of bubbles covering me because Zayden just walks in without knocking. He walks over to me and kisses the top of my head and kneels down to look at me better.
“Hey beautiful. Sorry I’ve been so busy lately.” He says.
“It’s ok. Evan has been training me like a mad man today.” I said with a chuckle.
He laughs. “And that is why he is my Beta. He may not be my lead warrior but he is the main warrior I have.”
“I can understand why. I’ve never seen anyone fight like he does. It’s amazing.” I said, then added, “but not as much as you.” I grinned up at him with a blush creeping up my neck.
He grins at that. I see the sparkle in his eye every time I praise him about something.
“So, I was wondering. Would you like to go out on a date with me? Tonight?” He asked nervously.
“I have no idea what that is but if it is with you, then yes.” I said eagerly.
“Really?” He asked with a huge grin that reached his eyes.
“Yes, sir.” I said giving a salute to him.
He chuckled and smirked but I saw his eyes go darker. “Baby, don’t do that to me or I might just join you in that bathtub and do so many things to you that you don’t want right now.”
I c****d my head to the side. “What did I do?” I asked confused.
“Baby, one day you will understand. I promise you that.” He said cupping his hand to my cheek and running this thumb over it.
I lean in to it. I love the way he makes me feel. Since I am feeling brave, I lift my hand out of the water, grab his shirt and pull him towards me. So close that our noses are almost touching.
“I’m looking forward to that promise Mr. Alpha.” I whispered to him before smashing my lips on his. He stayed still for a few seconds before he took over. The hand that was on my cheek is now tangle in my hair pulling me closer while the other is in the water on my back.
He slowly traces his tongue over my bottom lip asking for entrance. I gladly allow it. His tongue is exploring all of me. When I couldn’t breathe anymore, I pulled back but he didn’t let me get far. I felt him put feather light kisses across my jaw and down my neck. Stopping at my marking spot. I felt him kissing and sucking on it causing a low moan to escape me. But he never stopped.
I can never get enough of this man. His scent and taste is so intoxicating. It reminds me of milk chocolate and honey. Once I started getting healthier, I was finally able to sense him through his scent. It shocked me when I woke up one morning smelling him. It made my mouth water and a tight feeling go through my stomach down to my lower regions. When he came back later that day I all but jumped on him and buried my nose in the crook of his neck taking it all in.
He scooped me out of the bathtub never leaving my neck and lips. He carried me to the bed and gently sat me down before standing above me. Once his lips left me and the haze started to fate, did I realize that I was naked in front of him. I hastily tried to cover myself seeing as he is taking in every inch of me. No sooner do I get my chest covered, does he lean over me, taking my hands and pin them above my head on the bed. He brings his lips to mine in a short kiss before trailing kisses down my jaw again and stopping at my ear.
“You don’t need to hide yourself, my love. You are so beautiful.” He whispers before nipping at my ear lobe.
That sent an excited shiver down my spine and a throb sent to my core.
“You might want to stop grinding on me before I do something you don’t want at the moment.” He says huskily. I peeked down and yep, I was grinding on him and didn’t even realize it. I felt my face heat up.
“I’m sorry I didn’t realize it.” I said embarrassed.
He chuckled. “You’re fine love. I can smell your arousal. It’s very intoxicating. I want to try something if that is ok. I promise it will make you feel good and you will enjoy it.” He continued down my jaw line and started on my neck again causing the pulsating to intensify.
“Yes.” I moaned as an answer.
He leans back up looking me in the eyes. “Are you sure?”
“Very sure. I know you won’t hurt me.” I said grabbing his face and bringing it down for my lips meet his. I hear him growl which caused me to giggle.
He leaves my lips to make his way down my jaw to my neck again causing Nyx to yip in delight. I’ve never heard her so happy before. I felt Zayden’s free hand travel up and down my side sending sparks were ever he touched. He slowly teasing the side of breast causing a moan to escape. I felt him let my hands go and his hand to move to my hair lightly pulling it.
He slowly moved his lips down my neck to my breast. He carefully takes my breast into his mouth and runs his tongue over my hardened bud. He took his other hand out of my hair and gently grab my other breast lightly squeezing it and massaging it. Each small action he did caused my stomach to tighten more. I wanted him so bad.
He took my mouth from my breast and started kissing and licking his way down to my stomach. He made his way to each of my hips and gently bit them before moving down lower. Once he gets to my inner thighs I jolt up on my elbows and try to get away. He places one hand on my stomach to stop me from moving. He looks at me, raises an eyebrow before he kneels down between my legs.
“Trust me, my love.” He whispers before his tongue hits my c**t. The spasm that hit me just from that one touch had me falling back and whither in delight. He did it again causing me to twitch. He did that a few more times for putting his mouth on my bud and sucking on it. I put my hand over my mouth to stop myself from making a noise.
“No Everleigh. Remove your hand. I want to hear it.” As soon as I removed my hand, I felt his tongue go from my hole to my c**t. I moaned. His tongue stayed in my hole and I felt his thumb rubbing my c**t.
“Zayden.” I moaned out. “That feels amazing.”
He put a little more pressure on my c**t causing me to jerk a little bit. He removed his thumb and replaced it with his mouth again causing more spasms to erupt. I jump at the intrusion of one of his fingers entering my hole. I moaned even louder. I grabbed his head to put a little more pressure in what he was doing. It felt amazing. I’ve never felt anything like this. I looked down at him and notice he is watching me. I see that sparkle in eyes. He is enjoying this too. I felt him add another finger before going a little bit harder.
He used his teeth to graze my bud before moving back up to kiss me while his fingers stilled worked their magic inside of me. He kisses me, making me taste myself. It tasted amazing off of him. He adds another finger and starts pumping faster. He hooks his finger finding the perfect spot. My breathing becomes ragged and my heart races.
“Zayden.” I moaned over and over again. I can feel the buildup. I close my eyes enjoying this sensation.
“Eyes open and on me Everleigh.” He says. “Good girl. Now c*m for me.”
I don’t know why but when he said that I came. Ever nerve ending in my body was screaming in ecstasy. I kept pumping in and out and let me ride my orgasm out. When it was over, he took his fingers out and brought them to his mouth. He sucked on each one causing that sensation to build back up.
“You taste so good baby.” He said looking me in the eye and a groan escaped his lips. “I could eat you every day.”
Hearing his say that caused me to blush again right before a searing pain rippled through my chest. I clutched my chest and screamed.
“Everleigh? Everleigh, what’s wrong.”
I couldn’t answer him. I couldn’t even form a coherent thought. I barely registered him slipping a shirt on me and rushing me out the door to the infirmary. The pain got so bad I blacked out.