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BENJAMIN
Putting Evan to bed was a calming routine, even with his arguments to stay up later. They were familiar, with easy answers, even if I had to repeat myself twenty times. But once he was tucked in bed, while I hung out in my room, waiting for him to truly fall asleep, I couldn't beat back the worries that had been burrowing in the back of my mind ever since Caspar had announced that he finally knew where to find Wamp and my son.
Jesse was right. It made no sense for me to go. It was selfish of me to consider it. But Kurt would be going. And I wanted him to. I knew he would make finding Liam a priority. But I was terrified that I would lose a second mate, when I'd only just found him. The fears grew as I dwelt on them. I knew I should head downstairs, be around other people, ge
