ONE SHOTS STORIES.

SCARED TO FALL INLOVE.

"You're still single, wala kang plano talaga?" My friend Isha said on me with her high tone.

"I have no time for that love, sayang sa oras." I uttered.

"I don't think so Mitch, I think you're still inlove with your ex." She hissed.

"Ofcourse not, i'm just not that ready." I said.

"Ok sabi mo eh." She said then sip on her juice.

Honestly yes, I'm still inlove with my past but I'm not expecting something and I don't want to that relationship I'm already tired with that one.

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2yrs ago I have a long term relationship, masasabi mong healthy relationship cause he's more than I expecting. Kaya kami siguro nagtagal is because of his good attitude.

"Hi babe?" My boyfriend greet me.

"Oh hi babe, how's day?" I asked.

"It's kinda alright I think." He said with his lowest tone.

"Why? What happen?" I asked him.

"Nah, it's alright babe, medyo nakakapagod lang." He said.

"Ok, just rest babe." I said on him and he smiles back then go to sleep.

As always matutulog ako sa gabi na sya yung huli kong makikita and sya din yung una kong makikita. Hindi na kumpleto yung araw ko ng di sya nakakasama, he's giving me inspiration and I don't want it to lose.

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Not until he's having a hard time with his works, nakikita ko mismo na nahihirapan na at napapagod na sya at ang sakit sakit para sakin non pero wala akong magawa, cause that time I have more important thing to do.

Nahati yung oras naming dalawa and I felt like wala akong nagawa para sakanya. I don't want him to lose so I try to fight until the end.

"Babe, are you ok?" I ask him.

"Yes, I'm fine, medyo nahihilo lang." He uttered.

Hindi pa sya nakakalayo sakin ng bigla syang mawalan ng malay kaya dali dali akong lumapit sakanya.

"Babe, wake up! Wake up babe!" I tried to wake him up but he's already unconscious.

Tumawag ako ng ambulance para marescue sya agad. We're already in the hospital, hindi ako pinayagan pumasok sa loob ng E.R so I call his mommy para malaman kung anong nangyari.

I felt scared a lot, diko alam gagawin ko kapag nawala sya sakin para akong tanga na nagpabalik balik sa corridor ng hospital dahil sa sobrang kaba.

"Mitch, mitch hey are you still there?" Isha hissed so I back my senses.

"Yes? May sinasabi ka?" I ask.

"You're still thinking of him? Mitch his dead, you're boyfriend's gone." She said.

And I saw myself crying again because of what happen 2yrs ago.

My boyfriend died because of Traumatic brain Injury, and all of this time wala akong alam na kailangan nyang magpacheck up for that, lumaban naman sya pero di nya na kinaya.

That's the reason why I'm still single, I'm scared to fall inlove again then I saw myself crying again I don't want that ever happen. I'm not totally ready.

Gusto ko sya lang yung mamahalin ko, hanggang sa makasama ko sya ulit.