By the time Kilian has joined me, I've lost all my appetite. I don't even have the mental capacity to ask him why Sarah is here, in SilverMoon. I can't seem to forget that day in BloodPaw when I learned of him and Sarah, forming a pack. Being together. That news was the most devastating of my entire existence, as a human and as a werewolf. I assumed that after I was by his side, he would forget all about Sarah, but I was wrong. He hasn't forgotten about her. She's here, amongst us. He told me to never worry about her, but look at us now. He eyes me throughout dinner, but doesn't comment. I'm sure he knows right now what's happening. I'm keeping my thoughts loud and clear. I want him to know exactly why I'm like this. What I'm feeling. What's most upsetting is that he knows, but he's a

