The first wave hit before dawn. It tore me out of sleep so violently I barely had time to register what was happening. My stomach twisted, a sharp, merciless cramp that sent me scrambling out of bed. I didn’t make it to the bathroom in time. I barely made it to the sink. The retching was brutal. Humiliating. Endless. Tears streamed down my face as my body emptied itself of something that wasn’t even there. I hadn’t eaten properly in days. Fear had been feeding on me instead. Pregnant. The word still didn’t feel real. But my body clearly thought otherwise. When I finally lifted my head, pale and shaking, I caught my reflection in the mirror. I looked different. Not physically. But there was something in my eyes—fragile and fierce at the same time. You’re not alone anymore. The

