Grace
This can’t be possible. It just can’t!
My mind is so fucke.d up, and it was already beyond help before!
Now, what am I meant to do?
Realizing Killian could be Evander has stirred something inside me that I long since buried. I have spent six years hiding my grief at losing the man I adored in ways I shouldn’t have at such a young age. Evander was six years older than me, but I loved him, even then.
All the memories I had of him, I buried deep within me, along with the love I held for him. I pushed it onto someone else because if I didn’t, the world would have burned to the ground in fire and ash. I didn’t want to feel the grief because I knew I wouldn’t have been able to handle it. But in losing Evander, I lost myself.
I close my eyes and let myself remember.
The moon hung lo
