They all picked me up, carried me outside, threw me into Hayden’s trunk. I kicked at anything, everything. The empty air, the hard metal walls, the roughly carpeted trunk floor. Not until Hayden’s strong hands put me into a stringent hogtie did I stop. And even then I still rolled around and screamed inside the hood. They talked about me and it only made me angrier. Dumb b***h! I imagined them saying. If she doesn’t want to be here, then just say so! She needs to make up her mind. Stop giving off mixed signals. Goddamn it! I didn’t want to be here. Not...Not with him! And he knew it too. Only Hayden acted like he didn’t know. And did everything he could to make me suffer even more. Why? Why did he hate me so much? What had I done to him? The trunk slammed shut and again I was left alone

