After leaving the theater, and taking Mindy home, I drove my way to the boys' house. I pulled into the driveway and saw Kian sitting on the porch. When I got out of my car, I realized it was actually quite cold out. Why was he sitting out here? I walked up to him and he just pulled me into the biggest hug. "If you don't want to do Youtube I understand." He said into my ear. I didn't know what was going on with him, he seemed sort of upset. "Kian what happened?" "I don't want you to get any hate or anything, I'm scared for you, and I don't want to pressure you into it." he said stiffly, raising his head from my shoulder. "It's going to be okay, don't worry about me." "But I do." I looked back at him, hurt. He stared at me painfully. "Trust me, I've been through worse. This isn't a pr

