Chapter 4

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Celestine hadn’t seen Isaac for the rest of the week. After their late-night conversation, the distance between them felt even more pronounced. The tension, once lingering but manageable, was now a constant, heavy presence. She went through the motions of her workday—meetings, reports, and emails. But her mind kept drifting back to that night. Isaac’s words. Would we be standing here like this? And her answer—or lack of one. If he had fought for me, would we still be together? Celestine barely slept that night, her mind replaying their words in an endless loop. She had made the decision five years ago to let go of Isaac. To walk away from everything they had been. But hearing him ask that question—it made her wonder if she had done the right thing. Two days later, she found herself in the conference room with Michael. They were reviewing the details of an upcoming corporate event, discussing venues, guest lists, and potential speakers. Michael, as always, was organized and on top of everything, while Celestine’s thoughts were elsewhere. “I’m sorry, what?” she asked, snapping back to the present. Michael raised an eyebrow. “Are you okay? You seem distracted today.” Celestine gave him a quick smile, brushing it off. “Just a little tired, I guess.” He seemed unconvinced but didn’t press. “Well, if you need a break, just let me know. I’ve got it covered.” “I’m fine, really,” she said, her voice too high-pitched for it to sound convincing. She hated herself for acting this way. For not being able to fully focus on the man she was supposed to spend the rest of her life with. Michael smiled. “Okay. But don’t push yourself too hard.” As the meeting wrapped up, Celestine’s phone buzzed. It was a message from Sophia: “Dinner tomorrow night at my place. Isaac and I are looking forward to seeing you both. Don’t say no!” Celestine stared at the message for a long moment. Another dinner. Another forced interaction. Part of her wanted to make an excuse and cancel. The thought of spending another evening with Isaac and Sophia, pretending everything was fine, made her stomach twist. But then she thought about Michael. He was excited to see Sophia again, to strengthen their relationships with Isaac and Sophia, to move forward with their plans. He trusted her. He didn’t deserve her being so distracted. With a sigh, Celestine typed out a quick response: “Sounds good. See you tomorrow!” It was an easy out, a simple reply. But as soon as she hit send, the unease crept back into her chest. The next evening, Celestine found herself in yet another picture-perfect setting. Sophia’s apartment was pristine, the ambiance warm and cozy, and the table set for four. Celestine could already hear Isaac’s laughter echoing from the living room as Michael helped her with her coat. Sophia greeted them with a wide smile. “I’m so glad you both could make it! I’ve been cooking all afternoon. Hope you’re hungry.” “Always,” Michael said, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and giving her a kiss on the cheek. Celestine forced a smile, trying to shake off the growing sense of discomfort that gnawed at her. As they sat down to dinner, the conversation flowed easily. Sophia and Michael chatted about work and their shared friends, and Isaac offered his usual quiet observations, his voice low but steady. But despite the casual setting, Celestine couldn’t help but notice the way Isaac watched her, his eyes always lingering just a little too long when their gazes met. She tried to ignore it. Tried to pretend it didn’t matter. But it did. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat, glancing at Michael. His laughter echoed in her ears, and for a moment, she had the distinct feeling that she was watching two separate lives unfold before her: one with Michael, solid and dependable, and the other with Isaac, electric and dangerous. But she wasn’t allowed to stray from the life she had built. She couldn’t. Yet, as the evening went on, the nagging thoughts returned. She found herself imagining what it might be like if she hadn’t left Isaac. What if they had just stayed together? What if they had fought through the hard times instead of giving up? But that was five years ago. Five years, and so much had changed. She couldn’t turn back now. She couldn’t risk everything for a past that was gone. After dinner, the group sat in the living room, sipping wine and enjoying each other’s company. Isaac and Michael engaged in conversation about the latest industry trends, while Celestine and Sophia made small talk about their respective work schedules. But Celestine’s focus was split. The sound of Isaac’s voice, so familiar and yet distant, seemed to wrap around her, like a thread pulling her back to a place she had fought so hard to leave. She couldn’t explain it. Every time he looked at her, her heart skipped a beat. It was wrong. It shouldn’t be this way. But when Isaac leaned forward slightly, his gaze narrowing on her, the rest of the world faded away. “Celestine,” he said, his voice quiet, almost intimate. “How’s everything going with the new job? You seem… well, a little distant lately.” She froze. She had hoped she could hide her inner turmoil, that it would stay buried deep enough to keep everything normal. But Isaac had always been able to see through her defenses. “Everything’s fine,” she said, her voice a little too stiff. “Just… adjusting.” He tilted his head. “Adjusting? Or… avoiding?” The question hit harder than she expected. She didn’t want to answer. She didn’t want to admit that she was torn, that everything felt like it was coming apart at the seams. But Sophia was already laughing, distracting Isaac with another question about his latest project. Celestine exhaled sharply, forcing a smile. She had almost forgotten how quickly Isaac could read her, how well he understood the cracks in her armor. But tonight, there would be no further discussion. She wouldn’t let it happen. As the night wound down, Celestine and Michael said their goodbyes. The drive home was quiet, the hum of the car engine filling the space between them. Michael glanced over at her. “You’ve been quiet all night. I hope I didn’t drag you into anything you didn’t want to do.” Celestine shook her head. “No, of course not. I’m just tired, that’s all.” “Are you sure?” Michael asked gently, his hand reaching for hers. “I don’t want you to feel like you’re carrying everything on your own, Celestine. If something’s bothering you, you can talk to me.” She wanted to tell him the truth. She wanted to explain the tug of two opposing forces inside her: her loyalty to Michael and her lingering feelings for Isaac. But she couldn’t. She simply smiled. “I’m fine, Michael. Really.” But as they pulled into their driveway, Celestine couldn’t shake the feeling that something inside her was breaking. And she didn’t know how much longer she could keep it together. To be continued…
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