I felt infuriated after I read the gossip news because it added to my suspicion about the two of them. One- Justin did send her home for few times, 2 - she answered his phone, and 3 - they were so close and looked intimate. I wouldn't deny that jealousy was eating me alive. "How could he explain that to me?" I balled my fist in exasperation.
I love Justin with all my heart but what was happening isn't healthy for me anymore. It mentally and emotionally stressed me deeply. I didn't know if I could still manage to stay in our relationship. I know it was my request to keep our relationship secret but I'm alarmingly triggered by his closeness with that woman.
I stayed outside of Dad's hospital room seated on the bench. I contemplated my situation and I felt like getting a headache. I took a
