I'm at Alpha Lucien's door, my hands are raised and poised at the door but I can't knock. I don't want to knock but I have to and I will. "You got this Avery" I took a deep breath to calm my racing heart then I knocked once, heard no response then knocked again. "Come in" a gruff voice came from the other side, with a full I opened the door. "Good afternoon Alpha, your lunch, I'll drop it here. If there is anything you need please let me know" I recited like a robot without looking up as I placed the tray on his table and began to back away. "Avery?" I froze as I heard my name then with a straightening of my shoulders, I turned to face him with a professional smile on my face, not quite reaching my eyes. "Yes sir" He was sitting on his bed, his long legs stretched out in front of hi

