Loving Lucifer

Loving Lucifer Ep 16: Trauma

"Keep quite." He said.

"Why are you here? How did you get in my room?!" I panic because my parent might see him.

"Hush! I saw you having a nightmare. Your mom and dad is sleeping soundly in their room and there is no one here to wake you up." He explained.

"How did you know?"

"I have my ways sweetheart. Do you need water?"

"No, I'm fine now, I'm awake. You can go." I said. I can't still believe that he is here in my room.

"Drink the water first and I'll leave."

I drink the water he gave me and he went straight to my door and left without a sound. This guy is really something.

I woke up thinking about the dream I had last night about Luciano. It feels so real. In my dream, he is waking me up from my nightmare. He saved me again.

What a beautiful dream.

After five minutes, I stood up and fix my bed. I feel fully charged. When I am fixing my bed sheet I notice drops of black liquid. I checked my matress and there are drops as well. I checked my pillow but nothing on it. What is this? Where did it came from?

I think of the things I did before I slept. I just have my phone and nothing else. I did not write nor draw in my bed. I touched it and it feels fresh and warm. What the hell is this?!

Confused, I went downstairs. I asked mom and dad if they knew what happened on my bed and why does it have a lot of black stain. They both went to my bedroom to check my bed.

"I have no idea where it came from. Anyways, I will just change your bedsheets and pillowcases later after breakfast. Come on, the food is getting cold." Mom said.

"I don't know either, Maybeit was already there and you just didn't notice it till today." Dad said.

No, there was no stain when we arrive home yesterday. It was not there prior the accident.

After breakfast, I helped mom clean the house. I did light chores like wiping the tables and chairs and fold freshly washed clothes. Dad went out to buy some stuff for our house.

After we ate our lunch, I asked my parents if I can go to Gigi's house. At first they are hesitant but after convincing them that I am totally fine now they allowed me to go but in one condition, I should be home before five in the afternoon.

Wow, I only have three hours to stay outside of the house. I feel like a minor.

After taking a shower and checking my chest. I went outside. I asked dad if I can borrow his car since mine is still in the repair shop. When I get in the car, I feel strange. I can't breathe. I look at the back seat. There is no one there but I feel someone's presence. My hands are shaking. I am sweating hard.

"Mom... Dad..." Then it went all black.

"Agatha!" I heard dad.

"My baby." Mom is crying when I looked at her.

"Come out of the car! Agatha Venice!" Dad is now shouting.

But I can't move. I feel like someone is stopping me to move.

I heard a broken glass.

"Agatha!"

"Daddy.."

"You are fine now. I am here. Don't be scared."

What happened?" I asked.

"We heard you calling us. When we came out, we saw you crying hysterically and sweating hard. I guess your not yet ready to drive again."

"I see. Sorry mom and dad. I scared you again. I thought I can manage now since I have been resting for a long time now."

"Don't rush. You just had an accident. Take your time." Mom said while kissing my forehead.

That night, while in bed. I think of what happened to me in dad's car. Am I still normal? Do I act differently now? I thought I am already fine now but I'm still not.

Maybe mom is right, I have to take time in healing myself. I should not rush.

I called Gigi to say sorry that I wasn't able to come to her house today. I explained everything to her. And being Gigi, she was shock too. She promise that she will visit me instead.

I fell asleep after our call ended. I'm hoping for beautiful dreams instead of nightmares.