I spent the night crying and wallowing in my room. Once I read the article, I put my phone down on the couch and curled up in my bed. I kept sobbing until I fell asleep.
When I woke up, my head and my heart were so heavy. When I looked at the mirror inside the bathroom, my eyes were red and swollen. Crying all night would do that to you.
I took off my clothes and went under the shower. I wanted to wash away all the sorrow and pain that I have been feeling. I made the decision to break up with Jax and move out, but now I am regretting letting him go.
I thought I could handle it and I know that I did the right thing. But it doesn’t hurt any less. I wanted to call in sick and just stay in bed the whole day, but I don’t want Jax to think that I got affected by the news of his engagement. I
