This can't be the Fade. There can't be annoying beeping sounds in the fade, right? I mean, I thought the Fade is supposed to be peaceful. At least I imagined it to be at a somewhat comparison of the human's heaven. I slowly open the lids of my eyes and look around. Nope. Definitely not the fade. Unless they have hospitals up there too. I can't even kill myself right. Why can't anything go my way in this world? Sweet Enchanted Goddess, why do you hate me so? Why do you make me suffer like this? I look around the room. It looks different from the room I had at Addie's Place. This one looks more sterile, cold. More official. I guess they upgraded me to a hospital room. I was alone at the moment. I wonder where Marcos is? Kate? I wonder if Master Nicolai is here? I am too weak

