"I like you.... Blaine."
I waited for her to say those words to me, I... I can't believe I'm hearing this right now.
Please, someone tell me this is not a dream.
"I don't know why I always think about you." She's swiftly walking back and forth in front of me. "I don't know why I feel comfortable when I'm talking to you. I don't know why I feel... blissful when I hear your voice."
"Rayni..."
"I don't know why I want to see you every day. I don't know why I think of you every second of the day. I don't know why I'm happy when I see you happy. I don't know why I'm willing to risk my life just to save you."
"Rayni."
"I don't know why I waited for you for a month. I had never waited for someone this long. I never felt this with someone before. I don't know what's with you that I felt this kind of feeling that I don't know how to construe. I don't know—"
Ang dami naman nitong sinasabi. ?
So I cupped her cheeks and gave her a kiss to shut her tasty, chatty mouth.
She was shocked. Her body froze as well, of course. And she instantly relaxes in my hands. And lips.
Syempre umamin na si crush so dapat tayo din para fair naman.
"I... like you, too." I said as I pulled away from her.
"A-are you serious?!"
I don't want to tell her yet, that I've liked her for a decade now. Isa-isa lang muna baka lumaki ang ulo niya.
"You kissed me again." Her voice had a hint of teasing.
I can't gaze at her eyes, nakatitig lang ako sa stomach niya. Oo nga naman, hinalikan ko din pala siya kanina sa living room before their mother interrupted.
Binalik ko lang naman 'yung kiss niya sa'kin kanina, makapagsalita 'to akala mo ako unang nagnakaw ng halik.
"You're... talking too much sooo..."
"Can I kiss you... again?"
"Uh... ye—"
Without waiting for my response. Rayni kisses me gently as if she meant everything she said a moment ago.
My heart is jumping for joy, I can't contain this feeling. I wrapped my arms around her neck.
She's a f*****g great kisser. I feel goosebumps all over my body.
Rayni's tongue is asking for an entrance and I instantly open my mouth, tongues start fighting for dominance, and... I let her win.
My knees shiver in arousal as our tongues touched. Dancing, fighting and sucking. I can't express this feeling, I only felt this to her.
"Hmm.." f**k, her moan was hot.
She's making me weak. Fuckshit, her sucking skill is also great. I can't think straight, this is too much. But it feels so good. I feel wet down there.
I think this is what they call butterflies in the stomach, it's ticklish, and it hurts again, because of the electric shock thing.
Both of us are exploring our mouths as Rayni's thumb runs from the back of my bra to my lower left breast and I flinched as I held my breath.
"I'm sorry, did I...?" She said when I slightly pulled back.
I let myself breathe some air before answering her question. "I don't want to do that... yet." I feel so proud of myself. I didn't let my libido win!
She smiles at me before giving me another tongue kiss. Taking it slow as she savors my taste.
I honestly want to stop now. I might not be able to bear it any longer. I still don't know if she has a girlfriend. Ayoko ng may sabit, ano.
But she's a good kisser. I don't want to stop kissing her. Ang sarap kasi, kainis.
She breaks the kiss. "I'll take a shower aaand let's talk after?"
"Yes... sure."
She kissed me on my cheek, then went to the bathroom.
Bwakanangshit. This is real. I tongue kissed my forever crush! I made out with Rayni Fuentes!
I looked around her room and saw the balcony's view and headed there.
Madilim siya, the surroundings must be full of trees. Fresh air. I want this kind of view. Sa amin kasi city lights, maganda naman, but I prefer nature.
Hmm... Albert Edison Barker. Do you really want to lose all your hair? Tch, I see that you still want to mess with me, huh?
What if those three didn't see me? Putcha, baka killer na ako ngayon. Then, I would throw his dead body into the river.
But Rayni and I probably won't be together right now, and I can't kiss her either. So dapat akong magthank you sa panot na 'yun? No way! Bunutin ko pa lahat ng natitirang buhok no'n eh.
Para na akong baliw dito na nakangiti. I just remembered our kiss a while ago. Gano'n pala 'yung feeling na mahalikan ng taong gusto mo. Grabe 'yung excitement na naramdaman ko. I don't know what it's called, but I think it was the butterfly thing. Basta hanggang ngayong nafe-feel ko pa din 'yung lips niyang... ang sarap.
Wait. What if there are paparazzi here and they take a photo of me?
Hindi naman siguro sila aakyat ng puno, 'diba?
Oy, ibahin mo ang mga paparazzi. Buwis buhay sila makakuha lang ng picture ng celebrities.
Well, I'm not a celebrity. I'm a public figure.
Isn't it the same thing?
Hay nako, eto na nga papasok na, baka headline na naman. Hindi pa nga namamatay 'yung issue namin ni Rayni ko.
"Ugh... but the view is so relaxing."
"Who are you talking to?"
Shit, she's wearing a black nightgown. Ang hot! And it's easy to remove... Hoy! Blaine! Perv mo ah.
I averted my eyes somewhere, "Blaine the second."
"What?" She asked giggling. Ang sarap naman sa ears ng giggle ni babe. Gigil aku.
"I call myself Blaine the second when I'm talking to myself."
"So.. what are you two talking about?" She sat on the bed while combing her hair.
"The balcony. I like the view there but I'm afraid that if there's a paparazzo?"
"I can block your photos."
"Naah... it's fine."
"Wait. Iniiwasan mo ba akong tingnan?"
I glance at her for a moment and return my gaze to her nightstand, "No?"
"I'm sorry. But we kissed for like three times today."
"Are you like this to... other... girls?" Was that even a question, Blaine? You know the answer to that.
"Are you jealous?"
"Ye— I mean, no. No." f**k! I almost spilled myself!
"I regularly date and kiss them sometimes but, I don't fuck."
"Mmm." I hummed while nodding.
How about you calling me and letting me sit beside you, hindi 'yung ikaw lang ang nakaupo. ?
"I'll stop dating anyone if... we start dating."
Wait, ano daw?! Is she serious?! Seryoso?! I'm finally dating my forever crush? Is this real? Bwakanangshit! 'Pag ito panaginip lang, makakasakal ako ng wala sa oras.
"Blaine?"
"Yes? What?" Napatingin na ako sakanya, and she smiled at me.
"Can we... start dating? Like officially?"
Yes na yes! OO NAMAN! TANGINA PAKIPOT PA BA AKO?!
I knew it! We're gonna get married soon. Of course, I want at least 3 children, sige pwedeng 5. Then I want a beach wedding or garden wedding or... hold on, we can't gather in an open area. Tch, okay. Chur—
"Blaine?" She framed my cheeks and lifted them up.
I suddenly returned to reality. Nakakahiya, kanina pa ako ah.
"Is it okay? Or are you with someone?"
"No, I told you. I don't have someone." I shyly smiled.
"Can we...?"
"Yes."
I thought she was going to jump, you know. Jump in happiness, but she was startled.
"Are you sure? Is that your final answer?"
"Yes." Can we skip this part and kiss again? Ang bagal naman nito.
"You're my... girlfriend now?" I can see the joy in her eyes, the way her warm palms are on my cheeks, parang ayaw ko na siyang pakawalan pa. She looks delighted like I am.
"And you're my girlfriend... now." I said in a low voice.
"Okay. Since we're a couple now. Can I ask you a question?" She let go of my face and stared at me.
That's it? No kiss? No hug? Corny.
She guided me to the bed, nauna siyang umupo at sumandal sa headboard. So, I did the same. She takes my hand and intertwines our fingers together.
But I prefer her lips. Hmpf! Pero takte, her hand is so soft. At ito na naman ang mga organs kong functioning briskly.
Is it just me or did it get really hot in here?
"You're not afraid of Mr. Barker, are you?"
I rest my chin on her shoulder and she smells... nice. Her flowery scent is conquering my entire senses. I can kiss her all day and I will never get tired of it.
I set my head on her shoulder, "Why would I be afraid of someone who's powerless like him? Other people are afraid of him, not knowing that he's a coward. If I took him down before. I can absolutely do it again."
"Wait, what? Do you have a history with him?"
I glance at her. "You know what? I'm starting to believe that you don't really know how to use the internet." I said chuckling.
"Hey, I just hate gossip."
"Why did he target me? Out of all the people there?"
"Because you're pretty?"
"There are celebrities that are prettier than me."
"But you're sexy." She said with a pervy smile.
I squint my eyes. "Have you seen Remi's body?"
"Oww, yeah. She's great."
I removed my fingers from her and got up from the bed. "I think I should go home... it's getting late."
She tugs me back to her, holding both of my wrists and wrapping her arms around my waist.
Okay, heart. Kumalma ka. Utang na loob.
"You're a jealous type, huh?" She said while pinning me down a little bit more.
Putanginawalasiyangbra! Kanina ko pa pinipigilan sarili ko sa'yo, Rayni. Huwag mo akong sagarin. Baka... baka... ma... ano nga 'yun? Baka pag samantalahan kita. 'Yun, iyun 'yun.
"You're the one who asked me if I saw her body! Besides, I'm not blind, you know."
"Fine." I pushed her away, guided her to lean on the headboard, and lay my head on her lap.
I felt that she was slightly stiffened for a quick second before composing herself as if nothing had happened.
"So, what happened?"
"He submitted an investment proposal and I blocked him... right away. When his other investors found out that I was not involved in his project, they started pulling out, one by one."
If ever I accepted his proposal, si Hannah ang makakasama niya ng madalas. I don't want anything bad happens to my sister, baka mapatay ko 'yung gagong panot na 'yun.
"Did he blame you?"
"I think? Since he followed us to our house and started harassing me."
"What?! What did you do then?"
"We were in the parking lot when that happened and I knew that there were hundreds of CCTVs. I waited for him to touch me or hit me so I could hit him back and act like it was self-defense."
"But, it really was self-defense!"
Natawa naman ako sa reaction niya, "Yes. But, as soon as I saw him, I wanted to break his neck. I was just controlling myself."
"So, you allow him to hit you first? You are one smart woman." She's patting my head.
Oh, I like that. But she looks awkward doing that though. ? Maybe, she's not used to someone lying on her thighs?
"I can handle him with one arm tied behind my back. Tapos, it became a blind gossip. And it was obvious that it was me. They always introduce me as 'Queen B'."
"Oh! I think I read that one. But the article said that 'Queen B' snatched 'bread's' ideas and designs for a project. That's why he did that."
"I don't care about those articles. All of them are not real, they just want to type whatever they want."
"You're not mad? Or annoyed?"
"No. The longer you're in the industry, the less you care. You know how our world runs." I lift my face to gaze at her gorgeous bare face. "How about you? You're not annoyed?"
"Sometimes I want to tell them the truth because I want it to stop but, what for? They've already judged me. So, it's really nice when someone, just one or two people, knows about the truth and understands the real you."
I understand you, my Rayni. We can't control the public's opinion. We can't please everyone. Even if they know the truth or not, they still have something to say. Not everyone will like you, kaya minsan dapat, shut up na lang tayo. Bahala sila d'yan mang judge.
"Nakikiliti ka ba?" I asked all of a sudden.
"No, bakit mo naman nasabi?"
"Para ka kasing tuod diyan, galaw galaw din 'te."
"'Te ka diyan, I'm just older than you by 2 years, 'no."
"Alam mo, 'te...." I stopped talking and she was waiting for what I was going to say. Ang cute lang, may ineexpect yata siya na may sabihin ako. "... Gano'n na din 'yun." I laughed at her reaction. Gosh, ang cute ng girlfriend ko, sheeeet!
Tumingin siya sa bintana, "Oh, tapos? 'Pag ikaw hinalikan ko, tanggal angas mo."
"What did you say? Huwag kang bumulong sa hangin, ate. Say that to me kung mata—"
She leaned down and kissed me! Sinakto talaga niyang nakaawang ang bibig ko. She's r****g my tongue, my goodness!
Well, my mom taught me not to give up when someone is harassing me so... ayun, I gave her double the amount she was giving me.
But her skills are no match against me, ang galing niya, kainis! Ilang babae na kaya nakahalikan nito?
I felt her smile between our kisses, thus I bit and sucked her bottom lip, causing her to hitch her breath and moan in my mouth. Then I grabbed a hand full of hair from the back of her neck and slightly pulled it. Her hand starts to roam from my cheek down to my neck and between my breasts. Her palm is burning. It feels so good. I let go of her hair and put my hand down to give her more space to touch me.
But no. Blaine, no. I gently pushed her when I felt her hand slip under my bra.
She immediately raises her hand, "Sorry."
"It's... okay." I'm trying to catch my breath, that kiss was so intense. I've never kissed someone like that. But I'm glad I did that with Rayni.
She kissed my forehead before leaning her back on the headboard. I took her hand and kissed the back of it, interlaced our fingers, and placed it above my abdomen.
It's strange that I can do this to her considering that we've just known each other for a month. Tapos sinabunutan ko pa siya.
"Do you want to come to my office tomorrow?" She asked all of a blue.
"Why...?"
"I told Barker that he was coming to me to kneel and beg for forgiveness."
I immediately sit beside her and face her. Nilagay ko 'yung kaliwang kamay ko sa kama sa bandang right thigh niya.
"Wait lang. Why is he coming to you? He should kneel down to me. I'm the one that he pestered." Woah. Did I just put my hand there? When did I get my confidence? I mean, where?! At siya naman napangisi lang. "Okay. I'll go there. I want to see the look on his face when he's kneeling for another forgiveness and chance."
"Sit back, relax, and enjoy the show."