Chapter 4

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Chapter 4   Autumn   After the one terrible day at school I was finally happy to go home and relax without having Xzavier around me all day. Walking from school I make my way down the sidewalk on my way home stuck with my thoughts. I wonder if I did the right thing for Matt, I know how he gets sometimes but today I never expected him to act the way he did. Of course, I knew he was going to be angry but beating another kid until he wasn't moving, no he didn't die but he was asleep, and I feel bad that I caused that.   I think my reasons were understandable to doing what I did to Matt, but he doesn't know why, and I don't plan on telling him why. "Kitten" the sound of his voice makes me groan I thought I lost him at school but know leave it up to Xzavier to pop up everywhere.   "What do you want Xzavier"   "Now that's no way to talk to your boyfriend"   "By force"   "Whatever I'm still your boyfriend"   "Yeah like I had a choice" I roll my eyes continuing making my way home not bothering to continue this conversation any longer.   "Come on were going to my house"   "No, I'm going home"   "Kitten" he said in a warning tone, I groan and turn around facing him.   "Whatever let’s just go"   I follow him back into the schools parking lot where he walks around his expensive looking car. It was nice and all, but I wasn't going to fangirl about it knowing he came from money it wasn't really a shocker that he owned such a nice car. "Get in"   "What a gentleman" I sarcastically say before getting into his car that smelled of him. It was a comforting scent that I could inhale all day, but I'll never tell him that his ego is already to high up.   As he speeds out of the parking lot and onto the street, I stare out of the window thinking about my first love. Matt. I remember when I first met him how adorable he was so shy to ask me out even though I had turned down almost everyone in the school Matt was the one that caught my eye and opened my eyes to something I thought I'd never find. Love, Love was what we shared, and I'll never forget how loved he made me feel with just being himself and loving everything about me. All my flaws never meant a thing to him I know I'll ever only love Matt because love like that you only ever find once in a lifetime and now my chances are ruined because if this i***t and his habit of being in control.   The thought angered me that I can't be with Matt anymore and he doesn't even know the real reason why I don't want to be with him. Honestly, I could care less what he mother thought about me because I'm dating her son not her, but it still bothered me, I really wanted her to like me and I thought she did but that was all fake considering she hates me being with Matt. Maybe she's right he needs to find someone better than me who his mom will like, I guess.   "What are you thinking about?"   "Nothing"   "Liar"   "Am not"   "Are to"   "How do you know"   "I study body language Kitten I know"   I huff and continue to look out of the window taking in the trees and houses coming and going within seconds. We pull up to the most beautiful house I've ever seen I didn't care if I was staring harder than I should've it was gorgeous.   "Wow"   "It's alright"   "Alright? It's freaking gorgeous"   "Let's just hurry up and get inside I don't want my mom seeing you"   "Ouch am I that bad"   "Not at all Kitten! that came out wrong I meant to say she will interrogate you I don't want her asking you all of those questions"   I roll my eyes getting out of the car and shutting the door behind me. I'll admit it was adorable seeing him ramble about what he meant to say. I figured it was because he didn't want his mom to ask questions, but I wanted to tease him. I still don't like him by the way.   He walks ahead, and I follow close behind him not wanting to get lost in this gorgeous mansion of a house. I wonder how many rooms are in here it looks as if probably about ten maybe? or so I think.   We make it to a door which he wastes no time pulling me into the room and pushing me against the door. "X-Xzavier w-what are you d-doing" He doesn't say anything just stares at my lips until he finally closes the space between us and kisses me deeply. His warm soft lips took me by surprise I tried so hard fighting the urge to kiss him, but my stupid body and hormones got the best of me giving myself to him. I kiss back with just as much hunger fisting his soft hair in my hands making him groan as I pull lightly at his hair.   His hands rest on my hips pulling me closer if that even possible into him. My hands roam his chest feeling his hard abs, his hands harshly grab my ass causing me to gasp. He slides his tongue into my mouth while we both fight for dominance, but he wins of course. Autumn this is Xzavier!!!!   I pull away quickly coming to my senses. He opened his mouth to say something but a knock sounds at his door stopping him.   "What!"   "It's me open up"   "Go away Jason!" "I have to tell you something open the door"   He huffs before opening the door for whoever it was knocking. I sit on the king size bed in the middle of the room waiting for him to be done. I watch as he opens the door a little and peeks his head out of it.   "What is it Jason"   "Well for starter-" he burst through the door stepping inside the room. He was about to continue until his ocean blue eyes land on me.   He was a very attractive guy I couldn't lie about that I was practically eye raping him until Xzavier snap me out of my sinful thoughts.   "Jason what is that you want"   "Oh, um mom wants to know if you’re going to that party of hers tomorrow night" he says but his eyes were still roaming my body as if I were his last meal.   "Tell her I'll think about now go"   "How are you doing" he finally walks over kneeling beside me. I smile shyly knowing he's already witnessed me being a pervert, but I have eyes I'm going to use them.   "I'm good" I reply politely staring into his beautiful eyes that never leaves mine.   "My names Jason... you're?"   "Autumn"   "That's a beautiful name and my favorite season"   "Good to know" I blush, our eyes stare into each other's for a while until his blue eyes snap away from me.   "Get the f**k out Jason she's mine!"   "Woah calm down we were just talking"   "Jason, I swear if you don't leave" "Alright I'm going"   He smirks at me before leaving the room. I look towards Xzavier to see him fuming with anger, I got up from the bed making my way to the door getting ready to walk out.   "Where are you going!?"   "You seem like you need to be alone I was just going so you could calm down"   "Or so you could go flirt with my brother again"   "Maybe I will you jerk"   "Whatever"   I walk pass him getting ready to go out the door. Maybe I will go look for Jason I'll have someone to talk to than who doesn't get on my nerves completely.   Before I can even reach for the door handle, I'm pulled back into Xzavier's chest while he wraps one arm around my waist and the other around my throat punning me to the wall nearby.   "Your mine! How many times do I have to say it!"   I don't say anything back just stare into his eyes. I would be lying If I said I wasn't turned on by this, but I had to keep my cool and try to hate him, but those eyes were mesmerizing.   "He can't have you! No one can have you if it isn't me do, I make myself clear" still I stay silent testing his patience.   "Kitten when I speak to you, I expect an answer!"   "Y-yes I understand"   I guess my answer satisfied him because he loosened his grip on my waist but not my throat. He hovers over my lips until finally kissing me passionately but rough.   "Say your mine kitten"   "I'm yours Xzavier" maybe it was just the heat of the moment or maybe it's because I technically was his but right now all the hate, I once felt for him turned into desire.  Autumn It's been a week since me and Xzavier have been together, and can I just say what a long week it was. He never lets me do anything without him it's suffocating it's either I follow him, or he follows me, and I hate it.   Matt has confronted me about being with Xzavier many times but there’s always at least one of Xzavier's followers to cause a scene telling Matt to stop talking to me which he doesn't and that leads to arguments and sometimes fights between them. I felt horrible about leaving Matt the way I did maybe if he was a cheater it would’ve been better to break it off, but this boy was a freaking angel who only loved his girlfriend the way he was supposed to. Now I'm here with Xzavier and his possessiveness over me.   I'm currently in the middle of watching my favorite show, Rick and Morty in my living room peacefully. Thank you, Jesus, for the weekends at least I can escape him- a knock sounds at my front door, I look through the peek hole and waiting outside was Xzavier.   I spoke way to soon about having a peaceful day. Maybe if I stay quiet, he'll think I'm gone.   “I know you hear me"   "open up" he knocks again this time more aggressively. He then pulls out his phone dialing someone's number, before I realized what he was going to do my phone goes off loudly playing Mariah Carey's song obsessed, at least I picked the right ringtone for him. Now he knows I'm home, f**k my life why don't you.   "Autumn!" I sigh and open the door revealing a very upset bad boy at my doorstep.   "Oh, Xzavier how's it going"   "So, you didn't hear me knocking"   "No, I was Uh... in the shower?"   "Liar"   "Am not"   "Are to if you were in the shower you would've been wet"   "That's what towels are made for dumbass"   "Did you just curse at me"   "What are you going to do spank me?"   His eyes have a glint of evil in them and before I know it, he's dragging me into my living room. Wasting no time pulling my shorts down to my ankles and pulling me over his lap. I struggle in his hold trying my best to get away from this crazy man. Why did I have to have a smart mouth?   "Please Xzavier I'm sorry"   "You have a very potty mouth kitten you need to be punished"   "You’re not my f*****g father now let me go!"   "Tsk tsk, see what I mean now time for me to teach you a lesson" I yell once more at him to stop but that doesn't work. His hand slap hard against my bare ass causing me to whimper in pain from the stinging sensation. He rubs the spot making me hiss at the sore spot before he strikes my ass again and again with more force each time until I'm a squealing mess.   "All done now kitten" he pulls up my shorts and sits me up onto his lap, I wince from the soreness of my ass against his jeans.   "Awe I'm sorry but you have to learn your lesson or else you'd be wild, and we don't want that do we"   "Your insane"   "What did you say" he grips my hair pulling my face to his until I feel his breath fanning my face. I keep quiet glaring at him but that only makes him grip my hair tighter.   "What did you say kitten!"   "Nothing I said nothing" I was scared shitless of what he might do next, but I also was turned on. What the hell is wrong with me I’m sick.   "That's what I thought now go get dressed we're going out"   "I can't"   "Why not"   "Can we just stay here"   "I can't my mom’s having another one of her parties and she wants me to go" "Then you go I'm fine staying home"   "No, I want you with me"   "But I went to the last one"   "And now you’re going to this one so goes get changed"   I cross my arms over my chest stomping my way upstairs into my room. I probably looked like a big kid doing that, but I feel like one he always does this thing making it a priority of his to have me around him.   I miss Matt.   No autumn do not go down that road or you’re going to cry all night over him. Even though he was the love of your life you must let go.   I straighten up and head towards my closet looking through the various clothing hanging up that I could wear to this party. Finally, after searching for what seemed like forever, I found a dress that my grandmother sent to me last year for my seventeenth birthday.   I'll admit it was a little too much, but I didn't have time to continue my search if I wanted to be ready in time plus I didn't want to hear Xzavier's mouth about me being too late. Quickly I put the dress on matching my outfit with a nude pair of heels. I step out of my closet and scream once I realized I wasn’t alone in my room. Xzavier sat still on my bed scrolling through his phone, I didn't even know he was in here, but I should've known he wouldn't let me out of his sight for a second if he could.   "You look gorgeous"   "Thank you, my grandmother, bought it for me" "Now take it off and go put something else that's not so revealing on"   I huff making my way to my vanity to apply my mascara and lip balm. I really didn't do my makeup but when I did, I always made sure it was flawless like me.   "I'm not changing again"   "Yes, you are"   "No, I'm not we're going to be late if I change"   "Well we'll be late"   "I won't go Xzavier I swear"   "Fine! Let's go but you stay with me the whole time you got it"   "Yes Sir" I playfully salute him causing him to glare my way.   **** Walking through the doors of Xzavier's home people were everywhere. She might've invited the whole town this time.   "Xzavier honey there you are" his mother approaches us, I've never met her, but I've seen her around. Every time Xzavier wanted me to meet her, I always walk off or make up an excuse to not meeting her because apparently mothers don't like me. I try my best to take my hand from his, so I could walk off, but he wouldn't budge.   "Hi mom sorry I'm late I had to pick up my kit- autumn"   "So, you’re autumn"   "Yes, ma'am it's nice to finally meet you"   "What a gorgeous girl Xzavier you better keep her" she smiles warmly at me before walking off into another crowd greeting more people.   "Why did you make me meet your mother"   "Because she always asks about meeting you besides, she likes you"   "Yeah I heard that before"   "Hey, I'm not your ex and my mother aren’t his either we're not fake nor do we lie if she didn't like you trust me, you'd know"   I knew he was right, but I still couldn't get over the fact how fake people could be I didn't want to meet Xzavier's mother to find out later that she doesn't even like me truly.   "I'm sorry"   "Don't be kitten just know whatever relationship you and that kid had is over. It's all about me and you now no one else so don't compare me Okay?"   "Okay"   "Good girl now come here" he kisses my lips for the first time today, I still don't like him but those lips of his always left me wanting more. If I could just take them from his body I would without a second thought, yes, they were that intoxicating. We pull away from each other getting a few stares from people that walked by, but I didn't care I just wanted this night to be over and done with.   "Autumn" someone sings my name from behind me. I look and see Jason with a playful smile onto his face. We haven't seen each other since that day Xzavier freaked out about us 'flirting' with each other so seeing him now I was a little happy.   "Hi Jason"   "Bye Jason" Xzavier said in a bored tone pulling me into the other direction of the party.   "Xzavier I was taking to him"   "You said hi that should be enough"   "Xzavier stop acting all possessive"   "But your mine!" He whined, nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck. I swear he could be a kid sometimes.   "Xzavier get up"   "No"   "Xzavier!"   "No!"   "Xzavier! People are staring" I whisper shouted at him and then smiled at the people who gave us weird looks as they walked by.   "I don't care let them stare"   "If you don't get up, I won't ever kiss you again" his head shot up from my neck, but he still maintained that adorable pout on his face. God, I hated how handsome he was, I guess I must cheer him up. Yay me (note the sarcasm) I kiss his lips gently letting my lips linger onto his for a few moments.   "I'm yours"   "Say it again"   "I'm yours Xzavier" he bits his lip while running his hands all over my body. I wanted to slap them away because the people that's around, but I know it would only upset him further.   "That's right only mine" he trails kisses down my neck causing me to giggle a little.   "Xzavier stop" I laugh not being able to control it.   "Autumn" I freeze knowing that voice belongs to none other than Matt himself.   "Matt"
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