Chapter 47
Autumn
I'm having a baby! We're having a baby!
My nerves were shot I never thought... I didn't expect that I would.... wow, I don't believe that this all is happening so fast.
Am I even going to be a good mother? What if it needs something and I can’t... ugh why does this have to be so complicated?
On one hand I love the fact that I'm having Xzavier's baby and that we are going to get married and start our lives like we planned, it could be great having him and this baby. On the other I’m scared... I'm scared that if I have this baby, I'm not going to be any good as a mother, I'm still a teenager I only just turned eighteen a day ago and now I find out that I'm three weeks pregnant! Talk about a day.
After I've talked to a doctor that wasn't my mom nor dad
