Autumn
I left him, I really did it. After so many tears I finally went through with it and left him.
My heart feels as if it isn’t even there anymore, but my tears won't stop, they just continue to flow as I sit in Sarah's car while she drives to my parent’s beach house. She said he won't look for me there but who's to say once we go back to school that he won't look for me.
I know Xzavier and I know what I mean to him, he never lets me forget that he cherishes me in every way possible. He won't give up until he has me, but something must be done, he must accept that our futures are going into different paths.
I love him so much it burns me inside, but I must be strong, I must stick to my game plan before he was even in the picture, I can't let him dictate what I want to do with
