#6
250 Words
The question my mother asked me that time I was clueless about it. But now I have the answers.
I can answer them all.
Missing someone you truly love is not all about when last you’ve seen them or had the opportunity to talk to them, missing someone special to you becomes unbearable when you are in the middle of something and you wish they are right there with you to keep you company, same I am feeling now. Arnav missing you is not an option but it has become habit . You are always there on my mind . I think about you every now and then .
The condition through which I am going now is as same as this . I cannot handle this . It is very difficult to handle this . The with whom I had thought of living my whole life is no more with me . Even one sided love seems way better than this . All I can do is just control my feelings and let the things just go in the way it is going .
For me to not miss you so much until it hurts, I relive every second we’ve ever had to spend together because memories are the only thing I could hang on to till the next time we get to see knowing fully well that the scariest part of all this is being uncertain as to whether you are being missed equally or missed even more.
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