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Hello , wifey .
Hi Shlok.
So are you ready ?
For what is there something special or what?
No nothing , we are just invited for Mr. Sharma’s anniversary . So the whole family will be going there . So get ready .
Were you not aware of it ?
No I was not knowing this.
But I said you about this tomorrow morning it self . How come you were not aware of it ?
I was not aware of it .
Anyways leave it . You get ready for the party .
Okay I am getting , give me some minutes . I will be here soon .
Shlok I am ready . Let us go , where are other family members ?
Tey have already gone in another car.
Ok , then why are we waiting , for whom are we waiting ? Let us go .
Yeah , let us go .
Wait , wait … Sam don’t you think you have forgotten something?
No , I do not think so .
Sam you have not applied the sindur .
Oh! I will .
Leave anyways we are getting late , let us go .
Yeah!
Sam , by the way.
Yes!
Sam ….
What happen Shlok , tell fast .
Sam …… actually you are looking beautiful .
Yes! Thank you Shlok.
Let us go …. We should not waste time like this .
Fine , let me drive .
Sam get inside .
Sam why are you sitting at the back seat ? Come in front.
No , no , I am okay here . I am very much fine here . I am a bit exhausted , I want to feel the fresh air .
As you say ……
Sam by the way do you want to listen to songs?
Remember our favorite song.
No , no I am okay this way only. I do not want to listen to any song.
Shlok how much time will it take to reach there ?
Few minutes . Soon we will be there . So wait for a moment.
Ok fine .
Sam what will you have there ? I know what you will have , you will have ice creams , right ? You like it very much .
I used to like them , now I do not like it that much .
Then panipuri . You will have them right?
No , no I do not want to have any of them.
Just drive fast .
Arey , arey wait wait ... We will be there . Soon we will be there .
By the way Sam don't you remember today's specials occasion?
What is there? I do not remember anything. What has happened. Is there anything special. If so then do tell me.
Ok , ok ..... I will tell ... Wait for a while . Do not take so much tension. I will let you know .
So here we are .
Finally ......
Yes Sam finally .
Now without any delay let us enter inside Sam .
Yeah! fine .
What is this ? Why the lights are off?
No one is there . What is going on ?
Happy Anniversary Bhaiya and Bhabhi. Happiest Anniversary to you both.
What happen? Why are you both so surprised?
What is this Shlok?
You know I do not like this .
Why to waste money.
I have not planned this .
Then who did so?
I am serious I haven’t done this. What will I get by doing so?
Leave this you said we are supposed to go for our neighbours party , right?
Then if this was the case then what happened later.
Why did take me here .
Were you not aware that there is no party from our neighbours?
Yes i was not at all aware .
Oh really! You were not aware of this . Wow....
Fantastic. .....
Great ....
Dont you trust me or what, I was really not aware of it . Trust me .
Ok fine ......now let us go inside
Bhabhi come inside. Aww you are looking so beautiful.
Thanku .
Bhabhi come this side, bhaiya you also come this side . Let us click pictures of you both.
Yeah yeah sure we are coming .
No , no it is fine .
Why pictures choti.
What bhaiya how boring you are . Bhabhi how do you just tolerate him?
He is so boring .
Bhabhi I wonder how did you fall for him?
Shlok's point of view
Even I wonder how did you fall for me .sometimes I wonder did you really for me ?
Do really you love me?
I do not think so you love me .
If you don't love me then why did you say yes that night .
Why did you marry me?
Why .....why.....
What is the reason?
Why ......
What better would it do…
If I were to have a grudge?
I’m accepting healing & forgiveness,
But sacrificing my self respect.. I cannot budge!
If I didn’t care about consciences,
Or the person I use to be;
Then I’d be on the path to self deuteriation
Where “Rock Bottom,” is all I see!
Truth is the starting step
Without, it will fade fast;
Without the strength of reality…
It is something that will never last!
Damn I swear I never thought it would come to this. I would never have imagined it, or even thought it possible, even for a second. How is it possible? How can these images of me loving you, of you loving me, get mixed up with the horror ripping us apart today?
What happened? Where did we screw up? I never saw it coming. I lied down in rose petals and woke up in an anxious fog. Nothing but hatred remains in your eyes when mine are overflowing with tears of tired sadness. What have we done? What have we become? How could we have let it all rot? How did we not tend to our wounds in time? How did we fall so low? How could we have loved each other so much? Where did the damn love go? Did it evaporate in the flame we thought was warming our hearts? How is it possible to wake up strangers to each other when we were only yesterday the androgynous recomposed? Your presence had given my life a new meaning and gifted me with the biggest happiness. Wish we could make it work for us forever, dear.
Our marriage is the happiest memory of my life, but the following years had slowly turned into a bad dream. Why did it happen to us?
Whatever happens to our marriage and to the two of us, I will always cherish your loving memories in my heart. Because you were the one for me!
After sometime
What should I do now ? Should I talk to Sam? Will it be good to talk to her? What if she finds me offensive ? Will she understand what I am trying to say or she will not at all get . But I just cannot see her like this. I should try . She might listen to me . What is the harm in trying . Without even trying once how can I just give up like this . No I just cannot give up.
Soon Sam will come in the room . I should talk to her when she comes inside . Yes it will be good . Yes , yes …she is about to cme .
Come on Shlok why are you being awkward. She is your bestie before being your wife . Come on give it a try … Yo bro ..
Sam… Sam….
Yes! What happen Shlok?
Sam…. Actually …
What Shlok….
Tell … what you want to say …
Say fast …
Sam….actually ..
Ok ! I am going … You just be like this only .
Okay do not get angry , wait I am telling what I wanted to say . Wait …
Sam …listen I am extremely sorry . My family does not knows about our bond . They still think we both are that close as we were before , they are not aware of anything . I know they should not have behaved like that in front of you . But what is done is done . Now nothing can change . Nothing can undo the things which took place .
No you do not need to say so much . It is fine . Do not think so much . In fact I am so sorry .
Yeah , I know I should not have behaved like that . I am sorry I responded for behaving like in that way .
I should not have done that to you Shlok .
No , no … I understand your situation . You do not need to be so sorry . We know each other since childhood . There is nothing to be so much formal . Please do not be so formal . You were not at all at fault .
No no …
Arey I said na , do not be … If this is the case then I will also be like that . Yeah then ! Thanks Sam for understanding me .
I am sorry for everything .
Yeah fine !
Sam if you are not going to do anything then can we just talk. For half an hour just talk.
No …. I am about to sleep.
PLEASE….Sam…
Ummm… okay.
Sam let us go upstairs .
Sam say….
You wait here I am just coming in few minutes .
I need to change .
No , no why do you want to change ? You are looking good this way only . You do not need to change the dress.
What do you mean , excuse me ?
No , no , nothing … I was just kidding .
Arey I know how much you hate getting dressed up . You do not like getting dressed up . I know this very well . So I was just playing with you … Hahaha…
Hahaha … very funny …
Sam you seems good when you laugh … See just look at you and your smile dear .
Why did you stop smiling .
Shlok…
No Sam , I am sorry I am telling this to you . But we are friends right . I have full right to say this to you .
Do not even think that I am telling this as a husband . no not at all.
I am just telling as a friend . This is one friend who is sad by seeing his friend this way . I just cannot see you like this . I know how you used to be happy. There were laugh lines on your face. You used to be very very happy . You used to find happiness in small small things . Small small things used to matter you so much . You used to be very happy .
I just cannot see my best friend this way .
See I am telling this to you again. I am not at all telling this to you as a husband . I am telling this to you as a friend , my best friend . Whom life seemed too short to enjoy . She used to think herself bigger than life , she used to say that even life will envy me by seeing me so much into it .
But now just look at your self , what had happened to you .
I just cannot take this Samaira. My bestie was not at all like this . For her problems were nothing . She used to say that these small problems are nothing , I am brave. I can tolerate anything. I can change the situation . It is just matter of time . After that things will be no more like this . Problems are too small before me . I am Sam I can do anything .
Where is that Sam ? I want that Sam to come back . My bestie , my fighter girl . To come back and fight . Look at yourself Sam. Yes you can do . You were the one who used to push me up . But now , you are just going far far away from that spirit of yours ? Why so , why are you becoming like this . Sam you are what you are . Remember . Try you can be as you were before . Do try try try till you succeed.
Get up Sam!
Get up Sam!
Get up Sam!
Sam come on….
Sam come on….
Sam come on….
What happen to you Shlok ? Why are you do serious?
What happen to me ? You are asking this question from me ? Like seriously are you not aware of it ?
Shlok I do not want to talk about this .
Why why ...
It has been five years since I am seeing you like this.
I just cannot see you like this .
I just cannot .
Do I seem like a idiosyncratic soul that you are telling you can't see me like this.
Are you insane? Sam please do not take this to another level .
Am I taking this to another level ?
Yes you are .
Like seriously. ..
I am telling something else and you are thinking something .
Shhh...
Do not start plz. .
.
I am fed up of this .
Like seriously. ...
It was my mistake only m..
I should not have said you to come here.
Yes exact same thing I think.
You should not have done ...
The thing which you did before the thing which you did now.
Excuse me what do you mean?
What did I do ?
Nothing ....
Just get lost from here .
I am not in a mood to talk with you .
Yeah right this is the problem.
Whoever comes to you for talk you will say this way only.
Do you think me to be a fool or what ?
I am seriously done with you .
Yes please go.
I said you before only I do not want to talk about this .
Then you only said I want my friendship back and all .
I am not doing this as your husband and all that .
You said that ..
What do you want from me .
It does not seems like you are not doing this as my husband
Like seriously.
Wow ....
Fantastic
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