We are no more together, we are apart …. But a part of him lies somewhere deep inside me…..
We share the same earth, the same moon, same star, same sun , same sky …. But not the same environment and climate…
.He once said I am his moon but I was clueless that moon of him will have to crave for its sky one day.
He chose his career over me. But when did I became the pinnacle…. Was I the one between his career? He never exuded about this to me . I got zero chance to make things better. I was and am clueless as in what actually happened ? At least he could have said me before, what was going in his mind but he never opined freely.
He said I am important to him, but the reality is now I struggle to find my importance in his life.
I was accustomed to staring him now I yearn to notice him.
Those were the days when everything was winsome. Everything was real. But no , it was an illusion or series of illusion. I trusted him , was that my wrong? Should I not trust him? Or should I trust my love ? Everything is so shattered…..