Accepting Shlok's love is very very difficult for me .
How can I just accept his love. I cannot.
I love Arnav.
I cannot feel for Shlok. I just cannot live without loving you . Loving you gives me reason to be alive . This very reason has given me directions to move on .
Though I love you Arnav but I possess an oxymoronic feeling too within me . I do not know how to get rid of it .It is very painful . I just cannot explain words . How could you just do this to me . Did you not even think once before doing so . THIS WHY I SO SHATTERED BUT WINSOME INDEEd.
With little hope in heart I had moved on . All moving on does not means you love someone . Yes! I love Arnav but life has now changed .
I am with Shlok whom I consider my best friend . He loves me but I do not love him.
Why did they do so to me?
Losing a friend is more terrible than losing the person whom you love.
I loved both of them
but have no one with me.'
Why!