#36

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Accepting Shlok's love is very very difficult for me . How can I just accept his love. I cannot. I love Arnav. I cannot feel for Shlok. I just cannot live without loving you . Loving you gives me reason to be alive . This very reason has given me directions to move on . Though I love you Arnav but I possess an oxymoronic feeling too within me . I do not know how to get rid of it .It is very painful . I just cannot explain words . How could you just do this to me . Did you not even think once before doing so . THIS WHY I SO SHATTERED BUT WINSOME INDEEd. With little hope in heart I had moved on . All moving on does not means you love someone . Yes! I love Arnav but life has now changed . I am with Shlok whom I consider my best friend . He loves me but I do not love him. Why did they do so to me? Losing a friend is more terrible than losing the person whom you love. I loved both of them but have no one with me.' Why!
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