Shattered Albeit Winsome

#41

I promise to be there for you always you said Arnav. But never ever I thought this will take place Arnav.

Whenever you need a helping hand , I was always there for you Shlok , and what did you do to me . 

I promise to think about you daily, but  these thoughts of mine are interrupted by the thoughts which are cause of my difficulties.

Wherever you are in the world , I wish you well blessed life . 

I promise to never let you down, you said Shlok . But what is this happening . You say about our friendship . But look at this what is going on . How can you see this happening .

No matter what we go through, you said we will be in contact . But see now Arnav . What should I do now .

I promise to keep you in my prayers but I just cannot forgive you . What you did to me is not at all done . I can never ever forget it .

So that God may keep you safe, I will never ever think bad for you , but never ever say wrong about you .

I promise to be here when you return, but the question is will you ever return.

I will be there waiting, but will this wait be worth it?

I promise to be your support

When you need it most just tell me I will call you. 

I promise to help you through the tough times dear Sam. But where are those promises . All in vain . None of  them are kept .

Even though it will hurt me, I will be there for you . 

I promise to be here for you when you are in pain

Even though it will pain me too, I will care for you 

I promise to support you in any decisions you may make , but I am sorry . Extremely sorry we are not in this together . Never ever I am going to be with you . 

No matter what they are, no return is there . Enough is enough . 

I promise to be there for you when decisions need to be made

Even though it will kill me to watch you leave

I promise I will be there to say goodbye

When you leave on your excursions

I promise to be there to say hello again

When you return home to me

I promise to love you forever and eternally Arnav , hoped that you will also love me like that.

No matter what happens or where life takes us, I shall abide by the promise I made

I promise to be loyal to you while you are deployed

Because I know that you will be loyal to me

I promise that no matter where life takes me

It will never take me away from you

I promise to be here forever and always

Trustworthy and in love

Forever and always

I promise.. Now I will think about myself . Nothing for others . People did think about themselves , now I will think about my self .