#90
Darjeeling the Queen of Hills, I was pretty excited to go there and visit earlier. But after hearing from Shlok and family that we will go there, all my remembrances became fresh. I was pretty scared. What will I do there. I was so emotional I could hold myself. I wanted to control myself but could not. How will I control myself. Love is still there within me. It is so difficult to hide. I will not at all able to hide my feelings. It is so oxymoronic. Going to the place where I wanted to go along with Arnav, now I am here with Shlok. This really hurts me. It is so pissing. I cannot control myself. Why do things happen like this in my life only. Why? What is my fault? I so wanted to come to this place and enjoy every bits of it. But I cannot. I love Aidwik, I know he is importan
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