CHAPTER EIGHT
1321 Words
FLASHBACK......
TELLING ME A SECRET
"Cheayoung, what's wrong, why are you crying." Jimin walked up to me, as I was slumped at the corner of my locker in class, tears streamed down my face, I could remember it like yesterday, it was the day the doctors revealed my mom condition and when I realized I would be leaving Seoul performance arts highschool.
"Am alone, Jimin, my friends they.. they pushed me away, I ... I told them I was leaving the school and they began to mock me, I don't know why." I sobbed, raising my head to his face with my mouth in a pout.
"Why ... Why are you leaving the school. " Jimin questioned, he sounded worried and I was to sad to hold it back, I needed someone to comfort me.
" The doctors has diagnosed my mom with blood cancer, they are taking her to another part of the city so I have to change school.... Her situation is getting worst and am scared I would loose her." I cried and Jimin pulled me to a hug, we were at the back of the classroom and everyone had gone out for break.
"Cheayoung, your kind of crying like how i did when they told me I would be separated from my sister. " Jimin sighed and I stared up at him in a questioning look.
"Your sister?" I asked and he nodded.
" I was also a twin, but the family that arrived to adopt me only needed one child so they took me away from my sister and I cried day and night, thinking that I was all alone, that I would loose her." Jimin explained and my heart dropped to my stomach.
" Your adopted?, Jimin why are you telling me all this...." I asked and stared at him with my face soaked in tears.
"Well am not sure, but I have always considered you my sister, and you crying now of being afraid of loosing someone, of being alone, makes me want to confined In you cheayoung, I don't want you to be scared like me and I want you to know that no matter what happens everything would be okay." Jimin assured.
The way he held me so tight, made me sob freely, I was in his grip, and I felt secured, I gave him another hug to also comfort him and he returned the favour.
Previously.
So your telling me Yeon-seo is Jimin twin !!!. I yelled and all three of them nodded.
" We are not really sure though, in her drunk state, she was giving a quite familiar story as Jimin, so they went on a blood test, we can't perform without our lead singer so we decided to come watch you on your concert...
" And maybe get to the bottom of why your ignoring us." Jin explained and kim continued.
" Wow this was alot to process In one day. " i sighed.
"But we are having this conversation after this show."
I began to run to my manager cause she had given me a signal that it was time, the host had called out my name.
Chaeyoung... Chaeyoung.!!! Fans yelled as I ran to the stage.
" Good evening Seoul!!!!!." I yelled and ran around the stage to shake all my fans.
"Before I sing to you all today, I am making an announcement......that I cheayoung Choi would be resigning from music until further notice." I exclaimed and everyone grew quiet and stared at me shocked.
" So tonight might be my last to sing to you all, my lovely fans." I finally exhaled and gave the signal for the band to play my sound.
" This is dedicated to Seoul!!!!." I ran back to the middle of the stage threw my hands up in the air and closed my eyes.
*I Love You Seoul*
Verse 1:
Gwanghwamun's got the night alive
광화문의 밤은 살아있어 (Gwanghwamun's night is alive)
Dancing lights, a symphony
춤추는 빛들, 한 폭의 교향악 (Dancing lights, a symphony)
Myeong-dong's fashion, a colorful sight
명동의 패션, 화려한 풍경 (Myeong-dong's fashion, a colorful scene)
Street food smells, making my heart ignite
길거리 음식 향기, 내 심장을 타오르게 해 (Street food smells, making my heart burn)
Chorus:
I love you Seoul, you're my heart's beat
서울아 사랑해, 너는 내 심장 소리 (Seoul, I love you, you're my heartbeat)
From Han River's flow to your endless streets
한강의 흐름부터 끝없는 네 거리까지 (From Han River's flow to your endless streets)
Your people's smiles, they light the way
너의 사람들의 미소, 길을 비춰줘 (Your people's smiles, they light the way)
I love you Seoul, every night and day
서울아 사랑해, 밤낮으로 (Seoul, I love you, every night and day)
Verse 2:
Hongdae's vibes, they're young and free
홍대의 느낌, 젊고 자유로워 (Hongdae's vibes, young and free)
Artists creating, history
아티스트들이 만드는 역사 (Artists creating history)
Gyeongbokgung's grandeur, a royal treat
경복궁의 웅장함, 왕실의 즐거움 (Gyeongbokgung's grandeur, a royal treat)
In your alleys, my heart finds its feet
네 골목길에서, 내 심장이 발을 찾아 (In your alleys, my heart finds its feet)
Chorus:
I love you Seoul, you're my heart's beat
서울아 사랑해, 너는 내 심장 소리 (Seoul, I love you, you're my heartbeat)
From Han River's flow to your endless streets
한강의 흐름부터 끝없는 네 거리까지 (From Han River's flow to your endless streets)
Your people's smiles, they light the way
너의 사람들의 미소, 길을 비춰줘 (Your people's smiles, they light the way)
I love you Seoul, every night and day
서울아 사랑해, 밤낮으로 (Seoul, I love you, every night and day)
Bridge:
N Seoul Tower's love locks, wishes high
N서울타워의 러브락, 높은 소원 (N Seoul Tower's love locks, high wishes)
Itaewon's diverse, a global family
이태원의 다양성, 전세계 가족 (Itaewon's diversity, a global family)
Dongdaemun's market, a fashion dream
동대문 시장, 패션의 꿈 (Dongdaemun market, a fashion dream)
In Seoul's heartbeat, my story's written
서울의 심장소리에, 내 이야기가 쓰여 (In Seoul's heartbeat, my story's written)
Chorus:
I love you Seoul, you're my heart's beat
서울아 사랑해, 너는 내 심장 소리 (Seoul, I love you, you're my heartbeat)
From Han River's flow to your endless streets
한강의 흐름부터 끝없는 네 거리까지 (From Han River's flow to your endless streets)
Your people's smiles, they light the way
너의 사람들의 미소, 길을 비춰줘 (Your people's smiles, they light the way)
I love you Seoul, every night and day
서울아 사랑해, 밤낮으로 (Seoul, I love you, every night and day)
Outro:
Seoul, I'll return, to your loving arms
서울아, 돌아갈게, 너의 사랑하는 품으로 (Seoul, I'll return, to your loving arms)
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