Chapter Nine: The Night Before The Blood Moon

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The packhouse had never felt this restless. Even the walls seemed aware something was coming. Guards moved more sharply. Conversations ended when Aria entered rooms. Her council watched her with careful eyes now, as if trying to determine whether their Alpha was still entirely untouched by whatever force had entered their territory. Aria hated that look. Not suspicion. Concern. Concern implied vulnerability. And vulnerability was exactly what she refused to become. Which was why she agreed to attend the Blood Moon Gathering. Not because fate demanded it. Because uncertainty was a threat. And Aria Vex did not tolerate threats she couldn’t face directly. Still… the moment the decision left her mouth, the bond reacted. Every single one of them felt it. She saw it happen in real time. Kael’s shoulders loosened slightly. Riven actually stopped talking for three full seconds. Dax closed his eyes like he was listening to something far away. And the Prince— The Prince looked at her with such quiet intensity that her pulse immediately betrayed her. Annoying. Very annoying. Now, hours later, she stood alone on the balcony outside her quarters, staring at the forest below. Tomorrow night, the Blood Moon would rise. Tomorrow night, every major Alpha and Lycan bloodline would witness whatever this thing between them truly was. And somewhere beneath all her discipline— Aria was afraid. Not of them. Of losing herself. “You only come out here when you’re thinking too loudly.” She didn’t turn immediately. Darius. Of course. “You’re developing a bad habit of appearing uninvited,” she said. Darius stepped onto the balcony beside her, leaning against the railing. “So are they.” That earned him a glance. Moonlight sharpened the angles of his face, but exhaustion lingered underneath it now. Regret too. He looked older than the man she remembered. Not weaker. Just worn in places pride used to cover. “You shouldn’t be here,” Aria said quietly. “I know.” But he didn’t leave. Silence stretched between them. Not comfortable. Not hostile either. Just unfinished. Darius looked out toward the trees. “Do you remember the first time you shifted after becoming Alpha?” Aria frowned slightly at the sudden question. “What does that have to do with anything.” “You almost lost control.” That memory hit immediately. The pain. The overwhelming instinct. Power flooding too quickly through her body. “I didn’t lose control,” she replied automatically. Darius looked at her then. Softly. “You shattered half the mountain.” Aria exhaled once through her nose despite herself. That had been a difficult week. “You stayed with me three nights straight,” she said before she could stop herself. The words hung between them. Darius’ expression changed instantly. Not triumph. Something sadder. “I would’ve stayed longer if you’d asked.” Aria looked away first. That was dangerous territory. Because memory softened things. And she could not afford softness right now. Darius watched her carefully. “You think choosing them means erasing what we were.” “I’m not choosing anyone.” “That’s not what your wolf says.” Her jaw tightened. “I’m getting tired of people speaking for my wolf.” “Maybe because you stopped listening to it yourself.” That landed too close. Aria straightened slightly. “You don’t get insight privileges anymore.” Darius laughed quietly under his breath. “There she is.” “There who is.” “The woman who pushes everyone away the second they get too close.” Her eyes flashed toward him. “That’s not why we ended.” “No,” he agreed softly. “We ended because I was afraid of what loving you would cost.” The honesty in that sentence hit harder than excuses ever could. Aria went still. Darius continued before she could respond. “You were always stronger than me, Aria. I knew it before anyone else did.” A pause. “And instead of standing beside you, I tried to control the parts of you that scared me.” Silence filled the balcony. Heavy. Real. For the first time since his return, he wasn’t trying to reclaim her. He was telling the truth. And somehow that hurt more. Aria folded her arms tightly. “Why say this now.” Darius looked out at the forest again. “Because tomorrow changes things.” The bond stirred immediately at the words. She felt it. So did he. Darius smiled faintly without humor. “See? Even now.” Aria hated how connected everything had become. No distance. No silence. No hiding. “Do you love them?” he asked suddenly. Her pulse stumbled. “What.” “The Lycans. The Prince.” His voice remained calm. “Do you.” Aria opened her mouth immediately. Nothing came out. Because love wasn’t the right word. This wasn’t soft. It wasn’t simple. It felt older than emotion somehow. Rawer. Like recognition stripped down to instinct and truth. And the terrifying part? Some part of her wanted more of it. Darius saw the hesitation. Pain flickered across his face before he hid it. “That answers enough.” Aria looked away sharply. “You don’t get to act wounded,” she said quietly. “You left.” “I know.” “And now you want to come back because someone else finally saw my worth.” Darius shook his head immediately. “No,” he said. “I came back because I realized too late that loving you was never supposed to feel safe.” That sentence settled deep somewhere she didn’t want touched. Before she could answer— the bond pulsed. Strong. Immediate. Aria inhaled sharply. Darius felt it too. Footsteps approached from inside her quarters. More than one set. Darius laughed softly under his breath. “Timing’s incredible.” The balcony doors opened. Riven entered first, already smirking. “Oh good,” he said. “The emotional ex-boyfriend conversation started without us.” Kael walked in behind him looking tired already. Dax’s eyes immediately flicked toward Aria, assessing. And finally— The Prince stepped through the doorway. The moment he saw Darius standing beside her, the air changed. Not aggressive. But territorial in a way that made Aria’s pulse spike instantly. The Prince noticed. So did everyone else. Riven whistled softly. “Wow. That reaction was loud.” “I’m standing right here,” Aria said flatly. “No,” Riven replied, eyes still on the Prince, “you’re standing in the middle of a supernatural disaster.” Kael pinched the bridge of his nose. Dax spoke quietly. “The bond is accelerating.” That silenced everyone. Even the Prince looked troubled by that. Aria’s chest tightened. “What does that mean.” No one answered immediately. Then Dax looked directly at her. “It means tomorrow may not wait for your permission.”
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