“Yes I am.” I say smiling at him. Ryder turns the movie on, and I glance over at Raikin who has been quiet this whole time. Raikin smiles at me, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. I wonder what’s going through his mind. He was happy earlier. “Are you okay Raikin?” I ask genuinely concerned. Raikin smiles at me again, but it looks forced. “Yeah, I’m okay baby. I was just thinking.” “Thinking about what?” “How much I am going to miss you when we go back to college after break.” Raikin says and there is a sadness in his tone that just breaks my heart. I glance at Reece, who looks just as sad now, as if he hadn’t really thought about it before Raikin said something. I have thought about it. Hopefully things won’t change when they leave. The college is only an hour away. Ryder and I can go v

