I type 'yes' and then erase it just as fast. Type it again and erase it again. Over and over until I am driving myself crazy. Why is this so hard? Throwing my hand over my eyes. I let out an irritated huff. If I wasn't with Ryder, Reece and Raikin I would have already been over there at Logan's house. Doing whatever it is he wants to do. I lay there for another ten minutes internally arguing with myself. I'm going to go. Logan already knows I can't have s*x with him, so I know he isn't calling me over for a booty call or something. They said I could still be friends with Logan and my other guy friends. They never said I couldn't hang out with him a little past midnight. They just said no s*x. I'm going to go and have some fun. It's not like I will be able to sleep tonight anyway. I

