I was sitting on a chair in front of the mirror. I looked at my blue and sore neck, which had a few blood-red dots on it. I picked up a scarf, which I folded several times, and then put it around my neck. AnnaSalia, you can do it. You will not give in to them, you are strong !!! I kept repeating myself. Tears welled up in my eyes as I looked in the mirror. What happened to me? I'm not so brave anymore, it broke me, it broke in me. I closed my eyes and tried to breathe. I wiped the tears violently from my cheeks and sat up quickly. I'll show them I'm strong. Nobody puts me on my knees. I promise them my death !!! I left the room. I have a service outside today. A summery but cool breeze was playing with my skirt, which was too challenging. I took two buckets and put water in it. I

