JAMAICA
My make over had started, time was passing and I still didn't know if my kids were still alive. But a part of my heart was still comforted in the hope that they still were. Gordon wouldn't kill the children he worked so hard for would he?.... I didn't know for sure. He had changed from the loving and dotting husband I had said the words I do to... I couldn't vouch for his heart.
As far as I know Gordon was somewhere in Italy and I knew my children were there as well. He has always mentioned taking the kids and I on a vacation to Italy but I never asked the state or where we would stay. The marriage was already a little bit sour but now I wished i had asked. I wouldn't feel as stupid as i did now. Pushing away bad thoughts I repositioned myself to face the mirror and l
