Kaley has a new girlfriend. Unbelievable! I could have gone without seeing them at the grocery store, that’s for sure.
All I want to do is call one of my friends and screw their brains out. The healthy thing would be to call my sponsor and tell her I’m having desires to go screw someone, but she’ll talk me out of it.
The good news is I haven’t called anyone that can get me in trouble. s*x addiction is like any other addiction. It gives me comfort. It doesn’t matter from whom. It helps me to forget about my problems and relieves my stress.
Looking back at these past few months, I’ve realized I messed up a good thing. I should have told Kaley about my s*x addiction from the beginning. I beat myself up and know being hard on myself can lead to a relapse. I’ve relapsed in my mind already, h
