Malicious

“Not” Apology

"b***h I said what I said." - Doja Cat

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☞ I dreaded going to my room with her, she had only took me to where the maids and cooks were and waited by the stairs. I rolled my eyes leading her to my bedroom.

She was an attractive woman, but her personality turned me off, made her unattractive. She was a shitty person who liked to bully 19 year olds.

When we got to my room, I closed the door on her face. I had looked through my closet, trying to find a new dress which I did. It went to my knees, and it fit my body. I sighed, fixing my makeup since there was lines from my tears, then I fixed my hair.

When I was done, I walked out, and she was gone. I sighed, my tears forming again. Not only did she spill a drink on me, as I predicted, she was supposed to apologize and stay with me.

But nope. I shouldn't be hurt over this, I mean it's not like she's thirty years old and a bully. No. I started making my way downstairs, hearing her groan. "f*****g finally. You took thirty f*****g years to pick out that ugly thing." I jumped when I heard her voice.

She was behind me, her arms over her chest. I didn't say a word besides look back in front of me, and started heading towards the ball area. I would not show that she got to me, her words cut deep but I will not show her that.

She reminds me of my mom every single time she speaks. "Why are you walking so damn slow?" She asked, getting in front of me. I stopped since she was staring at me. Again, I said nothing. "Have you gone mute now?"

Yet I didn't answer. She rolled her eyes. "You're a very annoying person you know that? I don't understand my wife babies you so much, you're what? 19?"

I nodded. "Yeah, you should be treated like an adult. Seeing as you are one yet you act like a 5 year old?" This was not an apology at all. I tried to start walking again but she got in my way. "You do realize I'm your boss right? I can fire you right now."

I gulped, watching her smirk. "Can we just please go back?" I asked, she rolled her eyes and let me walk. In my head I told myself to breath, that if I tune her out, I wouldn't be able to hear what she had to say to me.

When we got back inside, I went straight to Catrina. I didn't tell her that her wife was being a b***h and annoyed me. She asked if she apologized and I shook my head no to which she started ignoring the whispers, and the touches of Mrs. Leno throughout the night.

I just wanted to sleep right now, my schedule was off and it had everything to do with that witch I call boss. But I had to help clean up after everyone left. I was left alone afterwards, Catrina would ask me for water which I would give to her.

But Mrs. Leno left me alone for the rest of the night. When it was all over, I helped everyone clean up. Even Catrina helped us clean. Mrs. Leno of course went away. Which I was glad for. "Maeve, sweetheart. I know I keep apologizing for Xandria's actions, but I know that is not enough. She will be apologizing for basically bullying you. You would think that at her age she would learn how to respect others." She said shaking her head.

I nodded. "And I don't understand as to why she's messing with you, especially at your age. You're young, you don't deserve to feel that way." She told me. See? Even she agrees. I nodded, she hugged me and told me that Mrs. Leno would be up to my room in an hour.

She let me go to my room to get ready to sleep. She told me that I didn't have to clean tonight since I did already. I had took a shower, had my pajamas on and ready to close my eyes when someone, Mrs. Leno, knocked on my door with urgency.

I opened it, only a bit to where you could see my head pop out. "I don't feel like coming up here, but my wife insisted I do, to apologize for my actions." She mumbled.

And I waited for her to apologize.

"I mean I don't even know why I have to. You've got tough skin. You're fine. This isn't high school." She said, rolling her eyes. I went to close the door but she pushed it open, making me move backwards.

"But since my wife wants me to do it, I will." She said. And again I waited for it. She just stared at me, with a frown. I frowned back. "I'm apologize that you are so stuck up on your feelings and don't know how to take criticism. You made my wife and I argue and as much as I want to fire you, I can't because my wife won't let me."

This was in no, way, shape, or form an apology. What was wrong with this woman? At this point she was just pissing me off. "You're what? Thirty?" I asked her. She nodded. "Yeah? What's it to ya?"

"I'm nineteen. You're bullying a nineteen year old at your age." I said. "You're that bored, that you have to bully someone almost two decades younger than you just to make yourself feel better." I said, rolling my eyes.

"You say this isn't high school where you have to apologize for being a bully; but right now you sure are acting like it is. It's embarrassing at your age." I shrugged. "Now, is this all? My sleep schedule is off because someone just really likes bullying little girls."

I left her starstruck. She didn't say a word. I was honestly angry at her, she came here because she had to apologize and didn't even apologize to me. I closed the door on her face, sighing and getting into my bed.

Today was a very long night. A night I don't ever want to repeat.

I started drifting off into sleep, my eyes closing.

I heard a knock. I sighed and got up to answer it. When I opened it. She was there. "I'm sorry." She said, looking into my eyes, searching for forgiveness. "I will do anything in my power to take back everything I said."

I found it sweet. I didn't expect her to say that though. "It's just that, you are so beautiful. I have to find a way to speak to you." She said to me, walking closer to me.

She put her hands on my waist and brought us chest to chest. "You're so very beautiful." She whispered, I shivered. Her lips grazed mine. "Forgive me." She whispered, I shook my head.

"Forgive me baby." I almost went to kiss her when I heard another voice. "I can't believe you!" I heard catrinas voice.

"You liked my wife?!" And then I heard another voice. "Still sinning around? And with someone married? I thought I raised you better." It was my moms. "You are no child of mine, no child of gods either. You are a devil worshipper."

"You're fired Maeve! Get out of my f*****g house!" I heard Mrs. Leno scream.

I woke up, jumping up. What the f**k was that? I sighed and looked at the time. It was 5 in the morning.

I sighed and got out of bed, putting my slippers on to get some water. When I got downstairs, I heard light snores, it was Mrs. Leno. Her arm was hanging off the couch, the cover was on the floor. I ignored her and went to get my water. When I did get my water, I headed back to my room and closed the door quietly.

I drank it and laid back down, falling asleep, this time, no nightmare.