If one could describe how much Levi is feeling, then Rico would've understood everything.
He loves him just like how the way he loves him. He wanted him all for himself. He also wanted to be with him until he gets grey. He wanted to be with him, dream with him, and cry with him. He wanted all those things as well.
But he is still afraid of the married life. He wanted to stop everything in an instant as though living without him is normal. Thoughts flooded his head. It pained him too much that he just wanted to disappear.
He didn't come to Rico's class. His thoughts went deeper and deeper like how his bed swallowed him for the darkness that flooded his soul. His spirit is crying over the memories, the nightmares that kept on scaring him away from his reality.
During that moment, when he
