first love ......... was it's my fault....

when i found out about it.........

I came to know that Rohan has a habit of cigarettes. I came to know about this from her little sister Seema she Told me please steal this habit of my brother, because of his ex, he got into the habit of cigarettes ,which is not good for him. And he take 3 to 4 cigarettes everyday ,which is not good at all, so whenever he used to smoke his sister would bring him to me. Because Rohan never takes cigarettes from my hand, he doesn't like to fight with me.

One day I explained to him why he does not give up eating cigarettes, so he what fault

Said in a joking manner, "Speak 'I love you' once, then I will leave..." After that, he could often hear his whisper as he passed by... Si' yes ya No...' and I used to nod my head 'no' every time. I used to enjoy teasing him. Sometimes he used to come and say yes or no, sometimes on the way to the shop, sometimes in a letter, sometimes in a msseges , sometimes he would tell her sister or my aunt whether to ask the yes or no. please say yes and no, And I think he had a real love, I was too but I can't speak, So I don't want him to have love again and if something happens after going on, he starts smoking again.

For some days it went on like this, And then it's time to go I had to fulfill my dream, fashion design had to do something for our family, but I wanted to be with Rohan too. But I can't do anything, so I didn't have any confidence to go and face Rohan.

So I left without saying anything, I don't know what happened in Rohan's life after that. Then I returned from up to Mumbai and got busy with my studies, Talk to him, the call message also went on for some time, but than stopped with time.but the series of our letters was intact... and after a year, I started doing my studies. And Miss Rohan Also..Because he was my first love, I can't forget him even if I want to. And After One Year I Completed My Dream, But as soon as I started getting success in life I just started forgetting Rohan towards my dream May focus.

all of a sudden it happened.....

And then the mother said that now you are ready to get married, but I did not want to get married because of rohan and job also mother's force me, than I got married, even though I didn't want to... but than a new responsibilities of a new life. Due to this, the memories of Rahul also gradually faded away.

But one day when Seema's call came suddenly, I could not understand what was happening, as if the ground had gone from under my feet, I was fully shocked. I was stunned. "Rohan has been diagnosed with cancer , he is admitted to jaslok hospital in Mumbai..." I immediately took a taxi and again I was thinking about what would happen, all is well, all the memories spent with him again and again looked like a rewind video, I was very scared.

I was not understanding anything, the heartbeat was just increasing, thinking of myself that Sakshi is all right, then I reached jaslok hospital.