31 Cyra Things are a little fuzzy around the edges. Which makes sense, between the c-section and then the painkillers. And my whole body feels a little odd, having been cut open and everything. But I also feel like nothing is the same, nothing will ever be the same, and that’s a scary but also good feeling. When I initially woke up, the doctors only had good news, telling me that everything went well. That the babies were doing great and that the c-section went without a hitch. Then, once I’d properly woken up, I was brought back to my room, where all four of my Alphas were waiting for me, all proud and beaming, so happy. Though, I could also see the worry in their eyes as they looked at me. They’re going to be worry-warts for weeks to come, maybe even months. Not just about the babie

