13 Cyra When we were finally able to get Liam’s pillow up to our room, the nurses did not look very pleased, but I don’t care. I like it, a lot. I can put the pillow along one side of the bed and then curl up against it, so that it feels a little like I’m cuddled up with one of the guys. Though, the pillow doesn’t by far take up as much space as they do. And once the babies are here, I’ll be able to arrange the pillow in a way so I can lean against it, or use it to support myself as I’m holding them. And when they get older, it will be a great way to help them sit up and such. I can definitely see the ways in which this might come in handy, even if it’s a little impractical right now. While the trip to the store was exhausting, it was also a great success. Sure, I cried more times tha

