The Ghost Wolf

waking up

i wake up in a diffrent room. i looked around the room it was white foam i am so sleepy but i did not care i needed to look around. i stood up and walked to the door it was locked but i could see out and when i did i saw Ash and the doc talking i was unable to hear what they were saying. they started to walk over to the door so i backed up.

"hello Bane how you feeling" the doc asked i wanted to rip her neck but if i did that i would be left here.

"fine" is all i say as i look at her i can't look at Jake because when i do all i see is his father who killed my pack

"will you please look at me" i hear Jake say. some part of me wanted to damn this f*****g mate bond. but there is a bigger part that knows if i look at him i will get angry because i won't see my mate the one i am ment to love. all i will see is the reason his father killed my pack because if Jake's father was not power hungry for his son i would have had a better life. 

"why am i in here" i asked trying not to sound made or upset to me i sounded normal but the docs face looked a little sad. "is there a problem with how i talk?"i asked her i was getting a little angry but i was holding back.

"why do you always sound so unfased?" she asked i just looked at her trying to find some reason why she would ask

"why dose YOUR Alpha not hide what he feels" i asked looking at her 

"no because i feel that showing feelings is showing your strangth" i heard Jake say.

"oh really so if someone were to attack and try and kill me and a bunch of your pack memebers were about to die you would pick the logical choice or the one made by your heart" i said as i looked at him i wanted so badly to show people who i am

"i would help MY mate" he said.

"okay now that thats out the way i have some meds for you. you need to take them once every 6 hours" i heard the doc say i turn my head when she holds out a bottle. i backed away and growled. no way was i going to take anything form a doc let alone a doc that is under the orders of that Alpha.

"you need to take the med" ii hear Jake say. i shake my head and let out another growl  no way was i taking anything from these people.

"okay why don't we just go get something to eat then" i hear the doc say as she put the bottle in her pocket then her and Jake walked out and i walked behind them.

we walked to a table which had three plates 

"which one do you  want." i hear the doc ask i pointed at the pizza. she grabbed the plate and put it on the table. i looked at it and then started eating.