Chapter 38
I lean on the door smiling because of the great time I had with Kraven tonight.
BAM!!!
I hear Kraven jump on the edge outside of my window. I go there and open my window. He comes in the room.
Luna: “What happened Kraven?”
Kraven: “I forgot something.”
Luna: “What?”
He grabbed my chin and kissed me pushing my back against the wall. We started kissing. His hand slides under my shirt and mine under his. He pulls my waist towards him and starts kissing my neck. He ends the kiss pulling my lips with his teeth.
Kraven: “Now that was my goodnight kiss.”
I just stare at him. I’m frozen with mix emotions. He smiles.
Kraven: “Good night princess.”
He goes out the window. I’m still standing with my back against the wall processing what just happened.
A few hours pass and Tristan arrives. His eyes are red it looks like his been crying.
Luna: “What’s wrong love?”
Tristan: “I’m mad and disappointed of me for the way a treated you today Luna.”
His looking down when he talks to me. I grabbed his chin and pushed it up.
Luna: “Love, look at me.”
He lift his beautiful blue eyes at me. I smile.
Luna: “Is okay I understand. I love you Tristan. Everyone has a weak moment. I understand you were angry at me. I hurt you. And I’m sorry for that. Stop blaming yourself my love.”
Tears come out from his eyes. I pass my fingers thru his hair and kissed him. While we kissed I can taste his tears.
Luna: “Don’t cry my love. I’m here. I’m yours.”
Tristan: “What about Kraven Luna? Are you his to? I’m sorry I ask. I just need to know if he made you his.”
Luna: “No my love. I’m only yours, you are still my first and only.”
He smiled.
Tristan: “I love you. Luna?”
Luna: “Yes love.”
Tristan: “Can I make love to you?”
I smiled.
Luna: “I would love you to.”
He smiles and caresses my chin and leans towards me. He starts kissing me. I take his shirt off and start kissing his chest and abs. He picks me up and puts me against the windows. With my legs wrapped around his waist he lift my arms up and takes my shirt off he then brushed his fingertips down my arm. Softly kisses my neck and breast. He gently lays me down on the bed and looks at me wit a gentle smile. He kisses my stomached and takes my pants and underwear off. He kisses my thighs and takes his pants off. I sit up and pushed him on the bed and sit on top of him. I started kissing him.
Luna: “I love you Tristan.”
He gets inside of me.
He grabs my waist as I move on top of him and kisses my breast. I sit up and grabbed his hands and place each on my breast with my hand on top. He starts trembling and I start moaning. He pushes me off and gets on top. I grab him and pull him even closer.
Luna: “Harder Tristan!”
Tristan: “Off course love.”
He starts giving it to me harder. We start moaning over and over until we came. His heart beat feels so fast. He starts kissing everywhere on my face then lays down next to. I rest my head on his chest listening to his heart.
Tristan: “You hear that? My heart beats for you Luna. I bet Kraven cant say that to you hahaha.”
I looked at him and stayed in silence.
Tristan: “I want you and the commanders to go to my birthday.”
Luna: “What? Are you sure?”
Tristan: “Yes I’m not going to risk loosing you anymore my love.”
Luna: “What do you mean?”
Tristan: “I know Kraven is winning you over because I pushed you away with my marriage arrangement stuff. So I have to change some things over.”
Luna: “You know you can just choose me and all this complicated stuff will be done. Or are you not still sure about what you want to do?”
He stayed in silence.
Luna: “Ill take that as a no.”
We stayed in silence for a little bit in bed.
Tristan: “I’m getting something to drink. Do you want anything?”
Luna: “No I’m good, I’m just going to take a bath and go to sleep.”
Tristan: “Okay love Ill be right back.”
He left and I got in the shower. I was sad because I don’t know what he’s waiting for to make his decision. He says he loves me and he wants to be with me, but doesn’t chooses me and he’s the one standing between me and Kraven. I just laid in the water with my eyes closed some tears coming down. I feel like I’m not good enough for him.
Meanwhile…
Tristan went to the kitchen. There he found Kraven getting a snack. They both stay in awkward silence. You could feel the tension between them. Kraven finishes the snack and starts getting ice cream with cherry’s and chocolate sprinkles. He extends his arm towards Tristan with the ice cream.
Kraven: “Here, take this to her.”
Tristan looks at him serious.
Kraven: “She is sad, take it to her.”
Tristan: “What are you talking about?”
Kraven: “Luna is sad right now. This could help her. Take it before it melts.”
Tristan: “She is not sad. Why will you say that? You think you know her better then me? She’s my girl and I’m starting to get tired of you and your bullshit Kraven.”
Kraven: “Then you don’t know her as well as you think.”
Tristan: “Believe me she was good after I left her in bed.”
Kraven: “Your bragging about f*****g her. Real mature Tristan.”
Tristan: “Get it thru your head Kraven she is and will always be mine. We love each other and she is with me. I don’t like that you are always there trying to break us up. Why can you just leave and let her be happy with me.”
Kraven: “I don’t leave because I have a treasure to protect. And you say she will always be yours when you cant even choose her. Hahaha don’t make me laugh. You know deep inside you’ll never choose her. All your doing is standing between me and her. I can make her happy and I can give her everything you wont. So until the day comes and you choose her I will always be there for her. So here take this to her or ill take it myself.”
Tristan grabs the ice-cream and walks away. He gets to the room.
Luna: “I’m in here in the bathtub.”
He goes in and sees me with my red eyes from crying.
Tristan: “Are you okay my love. Did something happened when I was gone.”
Luna: “No love, I’m just a little sad.”
Tristan: “Why Luna?”
Luna: “I love you so much Tristan but I feel like me falling for Kraven has made me not worth of your love. I feel like you deserve much more, someone who you can choose without hesitation. I feel like I’m not good enough for you.”
Tears come down my face.
Tristan: “Luna you are my one and only. Don’t feel like that. I don’t blame you for falling for him. If anyone is at fault is me for not giving you the time you deserve. My love I love you and I don’t want anyone else. You are more then enough.”
He leans his forehead with mine our noses touching.
Tristan: “Luna look at me.”
I look at his beautiful eyes. He gives me a smile.
Tristan: “You are my happiness my reason to be alive. Luna, I choose you.”
My heart stopped.
Luna: “What? Are you sure?”
Tristan: “Yes my love. My decision is made. I cant leave without you.”
I smiled and pull him in the bath. He gets soaking wet and we start kissing.
Tristan: “Ill make it official at my birthday my love.”
I’m happy like I’ve never been before.
Luna: “I love you Tristan.”
We get out and I see the Ice-cream on the table.
Luna: “You brought me ice-cream?”
Tristan: “Kraven sent it to you, he said that you were sad.”
I smiled and started thinking how did he know. Does he really have that type of connection with me?
Tristan: “Oh and Luna, tomorrow I will be training the commanders.”
Luna: “What about Shaun?”
Tristan: “He left mad about what happened. So until the queen finds someone Ill be teaching combat to all of you.”
Luna: “Finally a sexy teacher hahaha. How will I concentrate hahaha.”
He smiled.
We went to bed.