Mariko's POV I have a meeting today and I just wasn't in the mood for it. I have felt annoyed since I woke up, and I haven't really spoken to Maddie. I feel bad that I am not talking that much but...I want Ash out of our lives and I worry about my kids. I also have to go to the hospital to see Bella and Amber. I just wanted to hit a pause button on my life right now and see my daughter. I had Bella on my mind and for her to recover. I had Amber on my mind, the mother of my two kids, to recover too. I care about her because we shared a life together and with kids. I had Bradley on my mind, that we could get along just well. I had my twins on my mind, hoping that they were protected from any harm. I had Maddie on my mind, that she would be okay. I had Ash on my mind, this is the

