Mariko's POV
I didn't sleep again last night. I was so tired. I let Maddie sleep in the bedroom. I didn't want her to spend another evening on the sofa. So, instead, I was sitting on the sofa. I didn't feel like myself today as I was so tired. Tired of everything. Tired of my nightmares, which are driving me insane. I am good at pretending to be fine in front of everyone else. I mastered that when I was married to Amber.
I was staring out of the window most of the time, pacing like I was a crazy person last night. As I sat at the kitchen counter this morning, I watched Maddie who was poking around at her breakfast. She seemed tired too. I was worried about her and the twins, although everything was fine. I had told Doctor Grange about her being in possible preterm labor due to any stres
