Breathing nonsense

chapter 1

I am staring outside my window.

sitting in a bed that my 'parents' have labeled mine.

I wish I understood what was happening

I wish I had my memory back.

but the only thing I can control right now

is me

staring

out the window.

it's nice

the sunset, I mean.

the sky gets darker and darker every passing second...

I wish I was a cloud

thats what i think as I look up to them.

look at them in all their glory.

no worry they have

the get build up and fly

only to fall

maybe I already am a cloud.

maybe I'm just telling myself that.

I sigh.

I can't sit here all day.

but to be honest the world scares me.

with my memories taken, I never know what to expect.

I had a dream the other night that dragons and serpents and wear wolf's weren't real.

what a strange ge dream it was too.

but I almost wish for that world.

a world with no dangers that those.

I miss being in a coma. I remember it in a way.

it was dark

and quiet

and empty

but

it was also

...

peaceful.

oh well.

I lay down in my bed

staring at the ceiling as I close my eyes.

goodnight