"You're sure you want to do this?" I asked again. "I don't want you to feel pressured or anything" I told her. I wasn't particularly used to this. It used to be asking if the girl was down to go home and of course they'd always accept and we'd have s*x at their place but with Cryssy it was different. I wanted her to really want it. Ever since she told me about wanting to love someone before being intimate with them I felt just plain strange. And when she said she loved me I weirdly felt important and like I had to be perfect for her too keep loving me. I wanted to love her back. I wanted to love her so much but I don't think I can. Is it wrong of me to be intimate and not feel the same? A turning in my gut told me so.
"Positive Harry" She answered with a smile so genuine and sweet I felt
