The ride home was silent. Neither of us knew what to say. I know I was out of line. But at that moment, kissing him seemed like the right thing. Also, I said things to him that I shouldn't have, that should never have been shared. Collin is my enemy and I can't forget that. I can't have this need to kiss him.
"Are you okay?" he asks when we are almost home. He seems to have finally noticed my presence.
"I think you know the answer to that question." I answer, coldly.
With my father's death, it was hard to think about how he wasn't the only person I lost. Nick Cole was almost a boyfriend and I was able to forget about him like he was nothing. Part of me really liked him and his company. He didn't deserve what happened to him.
"Can you drive me to Nick's house?" I ask, looking at him. I
