ELLIE The last week has been nothing short of a dream. I met a man that I'm crazy about and now we're engaged to be married. The idea of being his wife is everything to me. I can't wait! I also can barely believe it. My mind is reeling at the idea of having a husband again. Not that Ethan will ever replace Evan. He can't. Who I was with Evan, isn't who I am today. I may be the same person on the outside, but on the inside...she's a whole new creation. Ethan, finally, kicks our door shut. Our door. God, I love that. Of course, that was after Wink made sure that the boogy man wasn't hiding in the shadows. As soon as the door closed, I kissed him. "You have too many clothes on again Bigs." His chuckle made me smile. "Well that just won''t do.." He joked and I giggled. Soon enough, my gig

