CHAPTER 4
826 Words
The Nurse’s Guilt
Victoria
The café smelled burnt. Like someone had scorched cinnamon and tried to pass it off as cozy.
I chose the far table. Tucked in the back corner. The kind of spot you pick when you’ve got secrets or you’ve had enough of pretending you don’t.
Anya Patel showed up like someone who wished she hadn’t. No coat. Eyes wide. She scanned the café twice before she saw me.
“Mrs. Carrington,” she whispered.
“Victoria,” I said. “Sit.”
She did, folding her hands tight, like that was the only way they’d stop shaking.
“I didn’t know if you’d come,” I said.
She glanced toward the window. “I almost didn’t.”
“But you did.”
Her eyes were tired. “Because I can’t keep it anymore.”
I leaned forward. “You were working the night my son was born.”
She nodded.
“There were twins.”
A pause. Then: “Yes.”
“You saw what they did?”
Another nod. Slower.
I didn’t blink. “Say it.”
“They switched them. After the birth. You were unconscious. Isla stayed behind. There was… a moment. That’s when it happened.”
I gripped my mug. The tea had gone cold.
“Who gave the order?”
Her voice dropped. “Daniel.”
I said nothing. She filled the space with truth.
“He didn’t want the first baby. Said something went wrong. I don’t know exactly what he meant. But the second child—they placed him in your arms and altered the chart. Isla didn’t look surprised.”
My throat felt too tight to swallow.
“I tried to file the real weights,” Anya said, fast, like if she slowed down she’d choke. “But the paperwork disappeared. A man I’d never seen showed up that night. He wore a badge. Said I should stay quiet or lose everything.”
“Someone outside the hospital?”
She nodded. “They were paid. All of them. It wasn’t just your husband.”
“Do you have proof?”
She looked around, heart clearly pounding. “There’s a phone in my bag. I recorded what I could. Photos. Memos. I was going to send it to someone safe.”
Her hand reached for the purse on her lap.
Then the front door opened. A man in a black cap stepped in with a paper bag. Just a customer. Just wind.
But Anya flinched hard, like she’d been hit.
“He’s not here for you,” I said.
But she was already rising.
“I have to go.”
“Anya, please—”
She turned and left through the side exit. Fast. Shaking.
I grabbed her purse and followed.
But I didn’t reach her.
The sound of tires. A scream. Then nothing.
When I rounded the corner, she was already on the road.
People screamed. Phones dialed. Someone shouted for help.
But she was still.
Gone.
—
That night, I sat in my car with her purse on my lap. Parked just outside the hospital. I didn’t go inside.
I opened the side pocket.
The phone was there.
Locked.
I tried one code. Lucas’s birthday.
It opened.
There were voice memos. Photos. One unsent email.
One note: “He’s still watching us.”
I didn’t listen to anything yet. I just stared at the screen until my hands stopped shaking.
Back at the estate, the house felt like a shell. All light and echoes.
I listened to the last voice memo lying on the floor in the east library.
“If anything happens to me… check the south gate records. A man left with an infant. No uniform. Wore a Carrington badge, but he wasn’t staff.”
She coughed. Then:
“I think they buried something in the garden. Not a person. A file.”
Click.
That was it.
—
I didn’t sleep.
I walked past framed photos of Lucas. Watched his eyes too closely. Tried to remember if anything ever felt… wrong. Off. Too perfect.
He never liked cold milk.
He hated loud clocks.
He preferred silence when he read.
Just like Daniel.
—
At sunrise, I went to the garden. The east side, near the old statue. Daniel said it was decorative.
I started digging.
The ground was softer than it should’ve been.
My fingers scraped metal.
A box.
Rusted. Small.
Inside: a ledger. Estate funds. Names. Dates. Amounts.
And one I knew too well.
Elaine Monroe.
Isla’s mother.
Paid monthly since June 2011. Labeled “Private Service Agreement.”
The payments began two days after my son was born.
I stood with the box open in my hand, the sky going pale behind me.
No more pretending.
No more confusion.
They thought I’d never look this deep. Thought I’d keep smiling in the dark.
But I’m not who I was.
Not anymore.
And they don’t know what I’ll do next
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