CHAPTER 2

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The Friend in the Mirror Victoria Isla walked into my house like she hadn’t helped burn it down. No hesitation. No knock. Just her usual rhythm—heels ticking over polished stone like everything was still fine. Her perfume hit me first. Peony and something sharp. It used to smell like safety. Now it smelled like something I couldn’t name. She carried a box from that patisserie on Fifth. Pale pink, ribboned, delicate. A peace offering. “I thought you could use something sweet,” she said, like she hadn’t shattered something inside me twelve years ago and left it to rot. I stared at the box. Then at her. “What makes you think I need anything?” That smile of hers. Too practiced. Too soft. “Because you only wear that robe when you’re unraveling.” I looked down. Silk. Deep navy. The one with the frayed monogram on the wrist. She was right. I hated that she was right. We stood in silence for a second too long. Then, like muscle memory, she brushed past me and entered the east wing—like this house still remembered her steps. “Where’s Lucas?” she asked. “Sleeping.” She nodded, glanced down the hallway—like maybe she was thinking of going to see him for herself—but then turned away. Just walked into the living room like it was still hers to walk into. She didn’t ask. Didn’t even hesitate. Set the box on the coffee table like she knew exactly where it should go, and then dropped onto the velvet chaise with that same ease she always had. “I ran into Daniel at the gala,” she said casually, like we were still doing that. Still sharing tidbits. she said. “He said you’ve been quiet lately.” I didn’t sit. I poured myself a drink I didn’t need. “He didn’t mention he’d be there.” She crossed her legs. “He probably forgot.” “Daniel forgets nothing. Especially not cameras.” She tilted her head like she was trying to read something off my face. “You always think the worst of him.” “Because the worst of him always turns out true.” Her smile twitched. Not quite faltering, just… slipping. “You know, we all do things we don’t mean to. Especially when we’re scared.” “Is that what you were? Scared?” I asked, too evenly. She blinked. “What?” I walked to the bookshelf. Let my fingers trail the spines. “I was looking through old photos today.” Her pause was tiny but sharp. “Oh?” “From the hospital. When Lucas was born.” “Oh.” Same word. Twice. This one quieter. “There’s one with you in the background,” I said. “You’re holding your phone.” Another pause. “You were filming.” “I don’t think it came out properly,” she said quickly. “It was shaky. Dark. I never bothered to send it.” “You’ve had twelve years.” “I forgot about it.” “I didn’t.” She stood suddenly. Smoothed her skirt. “This room’s always freezing. I don’t know how you sit in here.” “I’ll walk you out.” She gave a little laugh, like I was joking. “I just got here.” “I’m tired.” Something in my voice must’ve changed, because she didn’t argue again. She just followed me back to the front door in silence. At the threshold, she touched my arm. “You’re a good mother.” “Am I?” “More than you know.” And with that, she walked out. I didn’t shut the door. Just stood there, holding her words like they might c***k open in my hand. I waited until midnight. The house had gone still, quiet in that heavy way it gets when everyone’s asleep but the walls. I pulled out my laptop. Opened Daniel’s side of the hospital database. He didn’t know I still had his login. I didn’t go to Lucas’s file this time. I went to the staff logs. The security keys. Every ID badge that entered Delivery Suite 3A the week he was born. There it was. June 13, 2011 12:42 a.m. Room 3A Accessed by: Isla Monroe Duration: 11 minutes Reason: Medication delivery Except—there was no medication listed on my chart that night. No doctor’s signature. No nurse. No vitals check. Nothing. Just Isla. Eleven minutes. Alone. I sat back and stared at the screen. My heartbeat didn’t change. My hands didn’t move. But my stomach had gone hollow. She said she brought me water. I remember the condensation on the glass, the way she placed it in my hand. I remember her telling me to sip slowly. I don’t remember drinking it. I opened another file. Cross-referenced access logs with neonatal records. A list of babies born that week. We were labeled with letters. A, B, C… My file said something I’d never seen before. Twin A – Male. Stillborn. 7 lbs, 3 oz. Twin B – Male. Breathing support required. 6 lbs, 11 oz. Admitted to NICU. Transferred after 36 hours to Suite 3A. I didn’t know I had twins. I didn’t know one had died. I didn’t know one had survived with machines helping him breathe. I didn’t know anything. My hands finally started to tremble. The next morning, I got a message from an unknown number. We all lie, Victoria. Some of us are just better at hiding it. Attached: a photo. Grainy. From a hallway camera. Time stamp: June 13, 2011 – 12:42 a.m. Location: Suite 3A It showed Isla. Wearing scrubs. Holding a bundle in blue linen. Not facing the camera, but unmistakably her. Her arm curled around something small. I stared at it. Then forwarded it to Daniel. Is this what you meant by protecting our family? He didn’t reply. That night, I walked into the nursery. The one no one entered anymore. The paint had faded slightly, but the mobile still hung from the ceiling. The plush giraffe by the bookshelf was missing an eye. The rocking chair creaked when I stepped close. I touched the crib rail. The same one I’d clutched twelve years ago, swearing I’d never let anything touch my son. That I’d guard him from everything. Except I hadn’t even known what to guard him from. I remembered something Isla once said. We were drinking wine in this very room. Lucas was five. The house was quiet. She leaned against the window and said, “You don’t really know what kind of mother you are… until someone tries to take your child from you.” At the time, I’d laughed. Thought she meant kidnappers. Strangers. Headlines. But now? Now I knew better. She wasn’t talking about strangers. She was warning me. Or maybe she was daring me. Later that week, I went back into the archives. I pulled hospital transfer files. Delivery rosters. Discharge papers. One form caught my eye. An internal memo—flagged for confidentiality. It mentioned a brief power outage in Suite 3A. A seventeen-second lapse at 12:43 a.m. Medical monitors went dark. No staff present. No official record of what occurred during that time. Seventeen seconds. Enough time to move a baby. Enough time to bury the truth. And then, buried at the bottom of the file, one line stood out: Infant reassigned: “Baby Carrington” – Confirmed discharge to legal guardian. Guardian. Not mother. Not even father. Just… guardian. I stared at the word until it stopped making sense. The next day, Isla texted me. “I’ve been thinking about our talk. Can we start over?” Start over. Like she hadn’t rewritten my life in the dark while I was too drugged to notice. I didn’t reply. Instead, I packed a bag for Lucas. Just a weekend one. Light. Normal. Then I sent him to my sister’s estate with the driver. “I have some things to handle,” I told him. He looked up at me, blinking sleep from his eyes. “Did I do something wrong?” I kissed his forehead. “You did everything right.” He nodded like he believed me. God help me, I hoped I wasn’t lying. When the car pulled away, I walked back inside and poured a drink. Not tea this time. Something stronger. Then I sat down and opened a blank document. At the top, I typed: If they stole my child… I will steal everything back. And I meant it. Every secret. Every lie. Every buried name and falsified record. Every person who thought I’d look the other way. They forgot what I was made of. And that was their first mistake.
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