Nova I was a terrible mother. I had really thought Lila had been faking feeling unwell at school earlier today. She has been so jealous of me spending time with Aria instead of her, and seeing me walk away with Aria from school, I thought she was making things up to get my attention. But no. She ended up throwing up, like she said she would. And Susie had to go pick her up and take care of my daughter while I took care of someone else’s. It was the job. I knew that. Didn’t mean I had to like it though. The second I got home, I checked on Lila. She had kept some water and crackers down finally, but she had a fever now. And I couldn’t blame it on her staying up late anymore. Susie had kept her word and had been helping me get the girls in bed by 8:30pm every night. Now that I wa

